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mOvieS**

2006-05-17T14:59:00.000-07:00

A list of fav movies.. Though it's impossible to rmb all the titles but I'll try to put down the names as much as poss:

English Movies-
Air Bud- Seventh Inning Fetch, The Others, Chocolat, The Fifth Element, Stuart Little^, Mouse Trap, Flintstone, Babe, Home Alone^, 101 & 102 Dalmatians, Bridget Jones’s Diary^, Simply Irresistible, The Others, Ocean 11 & 12, A Bug's Life, Lilo & Stitch, Spy Kids, Ice Age, Bruce Almighty, Catch Me If You Can, Garfield, Hitch, Pink Panther, The Pacifier, Harry Potter^, Chicken Little, A Cinderella Story..

Chinese/ Cantonese Movies-
Mr Vampire^, The Haunted Cop Shop, Happy Ghost^, My Luck Star, Gen-X-Cops, Shaolin Soccer, God Of Gamblers^, The God Of Cookery, The Tricky Master, Sixty Million Dollar Man, Fight Back To School, My Left Eye Sees Ghost, Old Master Q, When I Fall In Love With Both, The Truth About Jane & Sam, First Love Unlimited, Best Of The Best, Expect A Miracle, To Miss With Love, Infernal Affairs (Part I), Seoul Raiders...

Korean Movies-
Love So Divine, Into The Mirror, Wishing Stairs, Art Of Seduction, 100 Days With Mr Arrogant, Almost Love..

Japanese Movies-
Sprited Away, il' Mare..

Others-
Iron Ladies (thai)...

#Movies regretted watching-
War Of The Worlds, Hostel..

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note: ^ = series
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sianzZ

2006-05-09T19:57:00.000-07:00

Ay called to cancel a sess today.. sometimes it's really very disheartening... u tried to help someone but e person simply doesn't wan to help him or herself...?!! but think back, whO r u? u're jus a nobody in others' business lo....

I gUess sOme pple jus need a biG fall b4 willing to learn to walk properly

whO dO u vOte?

2006-05-06T17:17:00.000-07:00

Well.. first time voting. Hmm.. went to hear one of da Opposition-Talk on one of those days but I feel tt they seems to b ‘shan dong’ –ing ppl’s emotions using “empty money talk”… (lame*) Though I din stay for long la… k la nt much to comment.. I’m not a “political-person” after all…..

bad+++

2006-05-03T22:00:00.000-07:00

A pri school friend left us…. A very shocking news! ..to all of us… If anyone read tt news abt tt accident which happens near Chinatown… We always heard abt accidents happening here n there but who can expect tt the victim is someone we know??!! Really feel that ‘ren sheng wu chang’.. we dunno wat might happen tmr or even the nex second.. >_<

Always felt that ‘ren sheng ku duan’.. that’s y we shd lived our life to the fullest… I’m not doing tt now but I’m in process of searching for a more exciting life…. My old saying: Let’s treasure everything we have now… ..

wHat tiMe Is iT??

2006-05-01T17:20:00.000-07:00

Went to buy my fav watch… mainly coz there’s 20% off nowz (which was quite a lot to me).. But sth silly happened lo.. The guy (mgr somemore) cut my watch too short w/o even askin 4 my opinion?! Hah of course I won’t take it lar.. (Ridiculous*) It was fitting manz (a nice wrapping of my wrist >_<).. n his staff still try to persuade me to take it saying it’ll get looser the more I wear.. Wah, I think someone must be as thin as Yanzi then can wear it with a “comfortably-loose” feel. So in d end they said they’ll place a new order for me (it was the last one in e shop). Heh so it’s a bit like ‘ying huo de fu’ la… Coz I look all over Sg's (20% off) dept stores & can't find a brand new piece (all only hv the display piece left). ;P

BTW bloggy, if ya rmb , I did mentioned that I like a particular design of watch some time ago.. Haa so long tt I dun even rmb when I started loving it.. Hmm mus be more then 3 yrs ago at least.. But now, the design has changed slightly… for the better I feel.. =)

Haa jus two minor complains- Very difficult to take out the watch sia (perhaps I’m still not v used to it)! N they say the face is not scratch proof.. Wuoz… I mus b very carefull!! Protect my bao bei~ ^_^

p/s: ha if anyone saw my watch, ’ll surely say it’s not worth so much… Actually w/ the same amt, I can easily get a nice, metal, branded watch ..But but tt’s not me la.. I jus wanna sth practical- durable, can see the time clearly & coz sth which I really adOres!! ;D

la1 la2 la3 la4 la5 la6 la7 la8 la9...

2006-04-05T23:16:00.000-07:00

heh dunno y got v gd singing mood today... perhaps v long din hv such clear throat liaoz.. ha ha ha.... my voice finally "came out"... ;D ;D

hopefully it can last.... ;p

The most "malu" day in my life...

2006-04-04T23:59:00.000-07:00

Think I shd consider stop writing L-r le.. Today, someone makes me feel that I've totally wasted my effort & time. Impt*: Not blaming anyone here.. but just tt I feel I shd do some reflections on my works.. & perhaps hear more opinions as well.....

K, enough said. I think I need some time to adjust my mood... ;P

01 Apr 2006

2006-04-01T10:29:00.000-08:00

Yup i said b4 no more april's fool day coz this day is special to all music lovers esp... =)

Today, i'd a great time.. Met ya 4 the 1st time... Not bad 4 a 'first impression' actually.. ha but dunno "whO" "push me" in front of ya during tt shot lo.. >_< K la juz kidding...
But anyway, aft tt meeing i really felt so honoured to share the same birth date as u.. haha... mayb u'll feel otherwise if u knew tt eh? lol.... ;D

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BTW, wat a tiring day i had! Now i shd start to think twice being a photographer eh.. Though only 4 a short while but makes me so sO exhausted....tt i almost couldn't stand str in d MRT...

Jus came back fr dinner... can't go TQ finals... hiy.. Wanted to go so much but really can't coz we're celebrating 4 grandma's birthday tonight. (Opportunity Cost*)

moO-Di

2006-03-31T18:06:00.000-08:00

so dissappointed... w/ myself.. i actually tout today was the 30th... i'm suppose to go somewhr but jus found out today was 31st!!! ahh.... feeL so stupiD!

hOpefully the nex few days would be great 4 us...

hOliDaY tiMe~^

2006-03-26T18:52:00.000-08:00

Ha ha been on holiday fOr 2 wks le... till now then update my bloggy.. Ok so what.. actually been doing err -->nth muCh<-- since i quit.. Jus mizz a lotsa ppl fr there.... esp my best pal- As, my "mummy"- Nm, my lunch "kahkis" & all my collegues coz in one way or anoth, they all took gd cr of me when i was ard... haha mayb i'm jus like a little kid in tees & jeans walkin ard in office doing all sorts of stuffs {from carrying things to doing serious work on the computer, from checkinG aunties' spelling + grammer mistakes to testing the co's new system}, tts y they can't bear to "bully" me aft tt haha.. aiy, so sad to leave tt place.. but glad at the same time tt i'd left ;D (k shan't say any further details on y i left n so on..).

Heh yest went KTV.. oh tt's aft dunno how many mths (lost count#)...A RECORD! but well, sang badly again due to my sore throat (nah excuses*)..

aS fOr tOday, a bad day. On da way to my student's hse, the bus conductor say my card was nOt OK. Asked me if i scanned my card. WHAT AN INSULT!! Ok, he tapped my card AGAIN! When i go down the bus, the reader says "EXIT OK"..w/o the 'beep' sound.. What the hell he did to my card??!
If i didn't tap in the 1st place, then his TAP shd b the 1ST time, then my exit TAP shd be the 2ND time- w/ the "beep" n saying how much was the trip, farecard bal + EXIT OK. MEANING: when he TAP, he actually "EXIT" for me lo.. urrgh.....
Ha ha i have not finish! I rmb him sayin the last trip recorded on my card bus srv no. 260... oh my! dunno when on earth did i took tt bus... BTW jus for infor, this bus no. doesn't exit!!! Mystery BUS eh??
And and.. yea i'm not done.. i asked him if the bus i took previously has any record (coz i did a bus transfer), he say no... ???

Bloggy, If anyone misunderstood me, I'll not let it pass so easily... I WILL go cRaZy if i don't get thinGs cLeaR!!!......... actually at 1st really ReaLLy got the 'chong dong' to write to SBS to clarify this matter.. coz the conductor note down my ez-link card no... I hope it doesn't goes to bad record!!! >_< (sick sick siCk***) But i decided to write this here instead coz dun wanna get him into trouble coz i think it's jus the stupid system's fault...

Ha ha juz for info, our poor taxi drivers always 'kenna' 100% bad record if they get complained by customers... This is to say no matter if it's entirely the customer fault or no matter how small is the issue.. The taxi company simply DON'T CARE!!
So, dun lodge a complain on a driver if it's really a small matter.. Like not greeting u, a few cents extra on the meters, ur credit card can't go thru etc... Share w/ everyone how wicked some pple r.. There're those who purposely ask the driver to go certain route (which was the long way) & they take the receipt & complain to the taxi co tt the driver purposely take the long route to earn their money. Now, u may think- "r there such wu liao ppl?" Yes there r lo.. There purpose is jus to "venge their anger - from their personal stressful life"... --> 'ba kuai le jian li zai bie ren de tong ku shang'... sick rite?

There're sO many examples.. i can go on & on.. but the message i wanna convey is: Think of the consequences of ur behaviour. [IN GENERAL]

Eh Erm...

2006-02-25T20:55:00.000-08:00

siCk since wed.... absent fr wOrk 2 dAyS.. yea yea..... this mth's pay.... hiyz.......

Searching high & low.......for my perm job nowz.. (FIRST time*) went thru' ALL da ads in ALL 3 bundles of today's Straits Times.... guess wat? as usu... all say "experience" "EXPERIENCE", "ExPeRiEnCe"..... (sick**)

Online's worst lo.. sO many applicants!! ahh....... So dun b surprised when u saw me on the road, riding a trishaw, driving tourists ard..... ha ha ha i dun mind oh (as long as ppl wan me! lolz*)

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p/s: who gotta lyrics for 'yong bao ming tian'?? think it's by guang liang. ^.6

We WILL aLways MISS U...

2006-02-15T05:55:00.000-08:00

11 Feb 2006
This afternoon, uncle went into a deep peaceful sleep..

15 Feb 2006
Today we accompany him for his last journey...
In future, I hope I can do whatever I can if bro & sis need help..

God bless~

[SORRY]

2006-02-11T18:22:00.000-08:00

Though u won't be seeing this but jus wanna tell u: sorry bro.. didnt mean to miss ur 'xin xue' perf >_<

~yOz i'm BACK!!~

2006-01-02T11:10:00.000-08:00

hahaa 'nan de' got 2 X 3-days holiday consecutively for 2wks! Guess i've got enuf break fr work.. so on this last day of holiday i'm gg to do a long long updateee...

Firstly a happy happie new year... May 2006 be a better yr.. For me, a new beginning.. Wanna lead a new life...towards my one yr old b-day, 10 june this yr!! Yea hopefully by then i'm doing much better than nowz.

Guess wat? I'm gg to quit my current job soonz.. or rather i hope to quit asap. Besides the miserable pay, i feel tt i dun learn muCh from it.. n da secondly they gg to transfer me to help out at anoth level when i jus got so used n attached to my collegues up here. Lastly n most importantly, i guess i gotta let my eyes take a break fr cpu.. (ha one of the reasons y i didnt come online often these few mths) Currently i'm basically sitting in front of the cpu 85% of the time n worst still, aft i'm transferred, i'll be facing the cpu for 100% of my working hrs.. I'll turn blind if this continues manz!!!! HATE IT... not tt i dun like cpu, is tt i dun like to be a ROBOT, jus sit there typing or staring all days.. My eyesight worsen sth like 50 degrees in 2 mths n then i feel like i'm becomming more stupid aft ea day working on cpu. Seriously! Oh yea, dun mention tt i work in accts division! That's the last dept i wanna work in!!! Facing figures eveyday, evth's so routine.. >_< (yucks*)

Okie so guess i gotta find a new job.. Hmm may seems like i'm quite particular abt jobs.. Haaa lets see.. I hate jobs to do w/ facing cpu (all the time), sales, insurance, finance, office clerical & customer service!!... Oh my, who can tell me wat shd i be.. Oh yea forget abt teaching, it's a super unstable job n will makes one's life shorter.. (there're all sorta students) unless u can absolutely stand any students making fun of u, being rude, making funny faces or simply ignoring ur advices & kindness.. ;p Ok la, there're some more well-behaved kids... ha n sometimes the kinda things they say makes u wanna laugh n cry at the same time (innocent little fellows).. & ya, it's great to receive teacher's day cards & see ur students having improvements! ;D Got one student got 150+ for prelims & got 192 for his PSLE!! Not all credits coz only taught him maths but his maths was at boderline during his prelims n in 2mths time he gOt a B! I'm so proud of him!! ^_^

Hah enuf said abt boring stuffs.. taking abt outings.. went for 2 K-sessions since my last one in Aug! Ok la my singing's really no good, esp in during K. Anda, haven been learning much new songs recently... oH yea, aiming to buy a mp3 when i got the spare cash.. Thought of Jan when i got my pay but thinkin twice, CAn'T, coz Jan gotta spend more $$ coz of CNY!! I wished tt 2006's CNY to be the 1st yr i give mum & dad "ang bao" w/ my "hard-earned" money!! =)

Heh mentioning abt CNY, of coz for us gers, can't missed out our CNY clothes lar.. haa bought a few but not sure if i'll keep them till CNY. ^_< Yest me n yen were toking abt clothes n we both agree tt one must hv the 'tiao2 jian4' to wear certain clothes even before considering whether they dare or want to wear it! I like tt idea =). So St, noe u wun b seeing this but 'bai tuo' somehow somedays u dun ask me to try this n that.. "This & that" r nice but when i'll spoil it if i'm the person wearing kz!...
& shoes- dun understand why girls hv to suffer fr wearing those uncomfortable but niCe shoes.. n oso dun understand why guys always like their gf to dress up nicely when gg out w/ them n they themselves can dress in comfortable clothings n shoes n dun say abt putting make ups loh! Hahaa dun b offended (anyone), i simply can't stand seeing couples where the girl dressed so nicely while the guy's in shorts!! I think there shd be mutual respect lo..

OH yea dear blog, i did a v stupid thingy! Bought Rainie's album & forgot the day of her autog sess! She's veri cute leh... liked her all along, since she acted in "Meteor Gdn".. and till now, one of the hosts for "Guess" X 3.. Besides being so lovable, i find her songs quite nice! n she's so "real" (not saying the opp here*).. seeing the way she talk n laugh.... hahaa..
*pretty young lady*

Lastly, i've jus made some little gifts for all my fellow collegues... which i'll give them out on my last day of work. & For all my beloved friends & buddies, i've a share for u guys toO which i'm saving 4 this yr's Valentine aka Friendship Day!! Wait 4 my handmade gifts ba... though not sth ex but it's my little token of appreciation for all these yrs of friendship.... ^_<

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P/s: Oh yea forgot to thank those who sent me:

^Birthday wiShes &/ presents: Xiaotou, Yen (ha in advance! ;p), Mab, WJ & WL, Kel, Teck, JE, XY, AnG, Win, Pearl, Syringe, MD and PW.

And..

^^ChRistmas gifTs &/ cards: Xiaotou, WJ & WL, Win, Eva, Dare and all of course all those smses...... (too many to list but i really appreciate each n every one of them =)
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A BIG *THANK YOU**!!

With lotsa lOve,
yU

HaPPY BiRthDAY.. (",)

2005-12-29T00:00:00.000-08:00

Happie Birthday Chris!! Hee paiseh, forgot to msg u.. but hopefully u had a goOd time!! =P
Be HAPPY aLwayS!~

hAppY BiRthdaY!!!

2005-09-13T00:00:00.000-07:00

Know u won't be seeing this but anyway, still wanna wish u ALL da BeST in EveRythiNg u dO!!!
U've gReat potential!!!

CheeRs~

# Some biTs & pieCes ##

2005-09-10T20:12:00.000-07:00

Okie this wk hopefully i won't b gg shopping againz.. Hah nt tt i dread shopping....is for the past 2 wkends i've been gg shopping alone... Went HC, FE & ST...to "Comex Fair" (jus happened to pass by)...but in d end i bought a digi cam!! Wah i'm surprised myself! I've look & analyse here & there for the past 3 yrs or wat....& there i m grabbing sth in such a short while..in less than an hr there!!! Okay i haven got it yet coz i din hv enuf $$ to pay the full amt.. Hmm shd b collecting it somewhr nex wk ba... (Pray hard*) Hope i din made the wrong choice.... >_^

And da how come i didnt hv enuf $$$??? Coz coz my co got this policy tt they only pay their workers the following mth!! Urrgh.....this is no good!! I've worked 1mth+ le still haven receive a cent! & everyday gotta spend so much on fOOD + tRanspOrt... "stretching my neck" a bit too long la..... >_<

Hah hah but the gd things r the pple here quite nice lar... Quite a number of pple i feel very 'zhao4 gu4 wo3'... Oh yea & my lunch kahkis is a bunch of nice pple too... Though one thing i can't tahan is tt they're super health conscious wanz.. They don't touch fastfood! Wah i got a bit sick of eating foodcourt stuffs everyday!!! ;p

Oh yea, our co got this mooncake fair which is meant for staff only! Privileged sia? heh.. outside some "famous" brands gotta queue so long but here no need & even at a cheaper price.. Bought a box for my parents- a particular brand they liked & as for me i bought 4 mini durian ones.. err now onli left 1! So so so........i'm thinking of making some myself!! Heee hope i dun jus say say only... Action ActiOn ACTioN!!!

Mmm.. dunno y i'm leading a kinda "only me life" now... I jus go to & fr work alone, shop alone, work alone...bla bla... & i'm quite used to this... used to play on my own since young mah.. Haaa i doubt many pple can stand this... but i CAN!! Sometimes, my cousins'll come my hse 2stay but somehow.... sometimes... i still prefer playing alone (except computer & card games)..??! (funny*) ...Mayb coz i'm used to tt kinda life la.... So if u ask me if i wanted any siblings, i'll say a definite no lor.. Ha i dun mind "god siblings" la but not those kinda tt i hv to live wif..

Sometimes it feels so peaceful (esp @night), sitting on a bus, listening to music, walking....till i reach home.. I must say tt music reallie spice up my life!! If there're no music (+ fam, frds, teachers etc..) in life, i dunno wat i'll become....

CheeRs~

"Yue Liang" Festival~

2005-09-09T22:10:00.000-07:00

Ok ok mooncake festi coming.. poor Xt not in Sg.. & poor me, no Xt accompany me to Taka Mooncake fair this yr!! >_< Heh heh but i getta eat mooncake everyday 4 the past 3 days.. dunno nex wk still hv anot... Ha dunno is our dept v pop or wat... many pple came sending mooncakes to us.. even "big banks".. ;D And mind u, those pple all send branded ones leh.. I dont mean to say tt "branded" ones r better.. Jus tt they bother to go (or mayb jus call) those hotels to buy/order (meaning more ex oso) & ask courier srv to send up to our dept doorstep!! I think is quite 'you xin' & 'po fei' la... (pour some cold water*) though though in biz world is necessary to a certain extend.. jus like the case of "gifts parcels" pple send during CNY...//

Cya~~

2005-09-08T23:59:00.000-07:00

Okay tmr J-n gg to start his XX le.. Bringing all da 'zhu fu' w/ him.. Sure he'll b fine in there.. U're much fortunate than many others... & We're jus as fortunate... ..

Hiy..but tt's life... There're both meetings & partings.. 'Suo wei, tian xia wu bu san de yan xi'.. Hopefully gd things don't jus end here.. Rmb wat i said, jus take this as a break..to prepare 4 a 'gen chang yuan de lu'... Yea & da of course we'll all be missing u.. Do take good care of urself!~ =)

@Sheng Ri Kuai Le@

2005-09-03T00:00:00.000-07:00

Wuo... happie happie birthday bro!! Though i can't be there for ur b-day celebration but hereby wanna wish ya: "Happy ALwayS!! & May all ur dreams comes true..." Okok i noe a bit 'lao2 tu3' but best wan ma--> 'xin1 xiang3 shi4 cheng2'...... rather than pple decide for u ur wishes.... haa k enuf craps liaoz..

Keke noe u dun like to get older ea yr....but everyone's getting older w/ u mah... Kz shall stop here, hope u had a great time....... =P

Hope to cya soonz~

^^ yoyo who's BIRTHDAY?

2005-09-02T05:15:00.000-07:00

Yup yup... on my co birthday (hee forgot which day le).. They give out free balloons (think they can make any characters u ask for.. but i din go get coz queue a bit long lo), free sketching (i don't mind queuing for this but when i reach there, they already stop letting ppl joining the queue le.. sob sob..) But i got this one big surprise when we met this magician (who goes ard performing in front of indiv small grps).. Wow I'm so so so amazed!!! First time some1 perf "real magic" in front of me! Last time while i'm a kid, i only watched those "magic shows 4 kids".. Then last time David Copperfield came Sg i'm still "young" la, wanted to go but can't afford.

Ok back to tt close dist perf, my frds all "wowz" & me? I jus stood there, stunned!! The feeling was hard to describe.. So unbelievable!!! Couldn't believe my eyes.. We're so close yet u won't spot any 'po zhan'...& can't think of a logical explanation for it.. Ok aft so much, i mus add tt the magic perf is not those tt looks "dangerous" or wat.. The props r simple but yet the "effects" r AMazing!!! I really really luV it!! He really made my day! & till now still i got this biG admiration for his job... tO bring happiness to pple... ..

快樂本來無一物~

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Yoz yoz i saw tt magician few days ago in d MRT b4 i alight.. Hah dun tell me he's fr our Co.??! Wowz! I'm b even mOre impressed if performing is jus a "part-time" job for him lo!!

(updated: 29 Sep 2005)

ah!

2005-08-19T23:59:00.000-07:00

1) whO so late ah? make us2 wait... ahaaa keke all forgiven! coz nex time is my turn.. wahaa^^

2) My singing sucks** Bad-throat day!! >_<

3) Mango ice-cream cake... (BEST!!) Good chOice Mr Salty!

4) X-in-1 cam... needs NEW batts!! ;p

5) Super broke day.. Heh already cleared my debts le!! ;D ;D

6) Exciting ride home... Thx once againz!! My wonderful first time experience..

p/s: Friend, hOpe U Can "juMp uP" soOnz... >_^

yozZz.....

2005-08-16T18:09:00.000-07:00

Here i m typing away online..... haa 'nan de nan de'.. coz d/ling sth online..... hey is sth legal okay! Keke anyway y m i so free on this particular weekday?? Yes i'm siCk again!! This is the 3rd time since exam ends.... sob sob...... i really dunno y.. Every time i went out w/ my dear frds i'll fall sick the nex day & somemore this time no one beside me is sick.. dunno whr i got the virus... Haaha mum said i got it fr the mike at KTV!!? Okok talk abt ktv, i can't go 4the time being...nO vOice againz!! ::>_<::

Okay one day off work.... i finished watching my "chor lau heung" heh heh... not bad la.. but the ending nt as "romantic" as wat i tout i would be...... ;D Anyway i always luv to watch the part whr the King appears.. ;p ;p

Keke for now, hOpe I'll get better real soon & b able to work tmr..

p/s: Gir, I'm still quite shock she's ur g sis, my sup!!! ^_<

To my beloved:

2005-08-09T19:19:00.000-07:00

HappY BirthdaY SingapOre!!! LOve U alwayS~

~林夕~

2005-07-24T08:53:00.000-07:00

很想要求你會三更半夜陪著我, 然而我怕我的聲音你已聽得太多　
怎麼可能要你每次開心快樂全為我

還怪你, 你跟知已也見得比我多
期待你的花會開, 其實自已也都討厭期待, 恐怕正式真實戀愛
痛恨明日也許分開, 這麼不知所謂怎麼愛

為何還沒有初吻便要怕失戀, 約會末完便掛念
傻得我晚上過份期求明天以為你會在眼前　
為何還沒有吵架便怕與你開戰, 每日面臨你的考驗

頭一次顧慮我沒動人條件, 懷疑全是我的問題沒發現
還擔心我沒氣力去到終點, 還聽講過分瞭解沒發展

明知單戀驚險, 但我還末脫險　
如果初戀夫, 怎麼我會興奮狂熱但卻又什麼都怯

天天失眠, 我怕消失氣力纏住你　
然而據脫, 愛得精彩別要貪生怕死

怎麼可能愛你愛到將我自已捐給你
還怕你會將感激變成對不起

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Another one of my fav song.. >_^ Oh yea, & it's written by my fav writer toO...

''\O=O/''

2005-07-23T21:45:00.000-07:00

Broke my specs a few wks ago.. but till now i haven make a new wanz!! 1st thing is it's ex, 2nd is tt i couldn't find an ideal frame.. I'm now stuck btw 1) A nice frame but 'll surely break if accidentally sit on it, 2) A nt-as-nice but more durable & 3) Not-so-nice but super durable frames.. The difference btw ea category is $20 so not tt big deal..

I really like 1* but the metal they use looks inferior & the person said tt the paint may peel off aft 1yr (can't recoat).. As for 2*, ok not tt bad too but the colour a bit too shiny (not sure how long colour can stay but there's recoating srv at $?).. Ok, then 3* r Titanium frames (which i used to used to make).. Wah tell u, this type r super duper durable lo.. I can step/sit on it & the most is jus need to bend back the frame a bit on ur own & of course oso ur leg pain la.... haaha^^

Ok, so now i'm still thinking thinking thinking.... (undecided**)

Heh heh time for some ba gua.. Yesterday went to an optical shop whr i OnCe made my glasses.. Last time i only saw a lady & her dad.. This time round i saw her younger sis as well.. Wow very pretty ley!!! Can compare w/ those "Guess Guess Guess" 'mei2 nu3' contestants sia.. She looks like one of them in fact but difficult to describe which one here. But anyway, i jus wanna emphasized tt she's super pretty lo.. Hah too bad think she's only 19 or 20.. if not can ask Gir to go see... wahaaa.. k la anyway i noe he surely dun wan 'xiao3 mei4 mei4'.. See, i so 'liao2 jie3'.. ;P Keke long time no chat on phone liaoz.. must call him one of these days... nONo, ask him call me.. (lolz*) k la, jus kidding... ;D ;D

保管

2005-07-22T03:28:00.000-07:00

反風向, 你雖撐著傘　
雨滴卻, 淋濕襯衫
為了想, 將結局扭轉　
為了他, 吃力地追趕
一路上, 不放聲哭喊　
搖又晃, 強忍不安
習慣了, 你不以為然　
以為愛, 原本就很難

想像愛情有如一艘船, 隨著風你再多勇敢也靠不了岸　
把心交給海洋去保管, 讓它帶你找尋海港的溫暖

乘著風, 找回安全感　
悠閒地, 看天多寬
大不了, 想他的夜晚　
聽海浪, 心情會平緩
值得嗎, 總提心吊膽　
從此就, 收起了帆
每個人, 都有個港灣　
就是他, 漂流的答案

想像愛情有如一艘船, 逆著風和直覺相反如何能靠岸
把心交給命運去保管, 放開雙手或許下一站路更平坦
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小寒's lyrics is simply sO gReat!! Once again, showed her talent in this field ;D

SoO hApPie^^

2005-07-21T23:59:00.000-07:00

Yea yea yea....... dunno wat makes me so nervous abt the whole thingy.. Haaaa.... You must continue to jiayou orh~ >_^

mOre thinGs = leSs blOgging??

2005-07-20T17:27:00.000-07:00

Heh many things happened these days.. tts y posting less & less often ha... Okie okie here's 5% of my life for the past 1wk or so.. coz can't include all da details, if not i'll write till tmr oso can finish hahaa..

K-lunch: tt's yest.. hmm must comment tt their chicken rice was not bad.. ;p though i already ate breakfast b4 i went but still i finished up every grain of rice... ha talking abt singing, my conditon was surprisingly quite ok.. though sing till (cough cough*) a few times but the duets were quite well sang.. meaning got harmony... haaa now whenever i sing i hv to b v careful.. coz throat haven really recover so i cant use strength to sing... so i can only sing in a v relax manner..... haaa luckily doesn't sound v awful..

Ha k then we went walk walk... shop fr Suntec to Marina.. nv been there since it finish 1/2 its renovating.. Wow quite impressive & i'll surely get lost there if w/o St leading the way.. Ah one thingy v funny.. We walked past a bridal shop then got this lady approach us.. We quickly try to avoid, walking further away but she grab my hand & give me a look as if saying "i'm not trying to promote anyth, jus wanna ask u sth".. So i stop & listen to wat she had to say.. Guess wat? She said "Hmm, u're 18 right? see i noe so well.." wahaaaa do i look like 18? okie okie mayb i still look like "ginna" but anyway aft tt, she was trying to start persuading us into taking dunno wat xx photos but we jus say "no no" & ran away... haah & later part we even avoid walking past tt shop againz... haaaa so fUnny & a bit "malu" la.. Think they too desperate liaoz, so jus anyhow drag passersby... ;D

"Bug me not": tt's last night. I got 2 free tics so ask Xt if she free watch. Haaa me so touch... Xt was soso tired but managed to rush down immediately aft sch to meet me.. I was oso quite exhausted aft a day of activities.. ha tout i'll feel sleepy during the movie but in fact aft watching da show i'm even more awake.. Hmm.. it's a 'chao1 xian4 shi2' show la.. So those who don't like this type shdnt spend the $$ to buy tics.. But for me, i quite like it coz it's relaxing.. Happy happie show.. No bad aft effects!!

Rain-rain: tt's few days ago.. It was raining heavily when i saw a msg fr TL asking if free.. Then later told me he was caught in the rain at a busstop near Chimes there & ask me go "save" him... Haaa so funny!! Keke i finally reached there aft sth like 45mins? By then, the rain has almost stopped.. & da i was at anoth busstop due to some miscommunication.. Hah so i walk all da way fr Cityhall to Bras Basah & then go buy da dunno wat "weight lifting bar".. Aft tt take 51 to Ikea.. Kk veri "suaku" me 1st time been to Ikea.. Wow, an eye-opener trip manz.. so many things... almost anyth u need in a house u can get it there.. We reallie shop in detail... analyse almost evth.. frOm the design of chairs, sofa, bed, study table, wall decos, room size...tO the comfort of pillows, blanket, mattress & etc... Haaa.. & i saw a bed i like alotz.. It's a queen-size double decker bed.. The bed was on top & the bottom u can decide wat u wanna do w/ tt space.. Wuo.... soO niCe.. >_^ Hah someday if i gg to change my rm settings completely, i'm surely gonna get tt!! Aiy of coz i mus hv tt kinda $$ first la~

NeW LiFe~

2005-07-17T17:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday 6.30pm, I finally sent out my resume. Pray hard that I can get that job + my first choice post. ;P

Last night, I wrote a song lyrics.. hopefully one day I'll find a suitable melody for it. =) Ha sometimes, I jus wished tt I don't hv tt urge to write lyrics again... ..

Oh yea, almost forget, I got a "small" hair cut as well.. heh

Oh my, I look scary today... hahah.. don't even dare to go out when dad ask.. ;D ;D Okok I noe, that's why I told St we go out on tue instead of mon.. ha...

By: 施人誠

2005-07-16T15:33:00.000-07:00

天黑了, 孤獨又慢慢割著, 有人的心又開始疼了
愛很遠了, 很久沒再見了, 就這樣竟然也能活著

誰說的, 人非要快樂不可, 好像快樂由得人選擇
找不到的, 那個人來不來呢, 我會是誰的誰是我的

歌聲是這麼殘忍, 讓人忍不住淚流成河　
悲傷越來越深刻, 怎樣才能夠讓它停呢

天黑得像不會再天亮了, 明不明天也無所謂了
就靜靜的看青春難依難捨, 淚還是熱的淚痕冷了

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Ah Sang's new album's outz!! Heh quite nice leh.. I luv her 'ji mo zai chang ge' & 'bao guan'... ;D But i'm broke lar, so can't afford to buy any more Sg-vers cds.. keke, if i can afford, i wanna buy Wen Fang's, Wing Kei's & Jones latest album!!! heee~

LittLe dReam + cRazy ideA

2005-07-10T19:04:00.000-07:00

Okie, the nex time I leave Sg, my "ideal" would b taking Sg-Airlines to HK.... Yes, no doubt Singapore Airlines. I don't care how much all d other budget airlines offer, I would ONLY take Sg-Air k. Actually, mths ago (Dt, Xt & Ft) we're planning (or rather jus 'shuo1 shuo1 er2 yi3') to go HK somewhr in Sept.. as Ft's gg back her home ctry, so we might as well go w/ her.. & let her bring us ard!! GoOd hor? However, things hv changed...

Xt's gg US in err.. when arh? Aug? yea yea think so.. for 6 wks.. That means left me alone in Sg for 6 wks lo...(cruel*) & oso means she'll b dead broke when she comes back.. So I shan't 'wang4 xiang3' she'll wanna go on tour... Secondly, oso most imptly, I don't think I'm gg to act according to my earlier plans - to work temp jobs, tour, then come back get a perm job. Somehow, I think I shd b getting a stable job & "feed" my fam soonz.. BUT but BUt my wishes for HK + HK Disneyland doesn't change leh. Jus err..delayed. (^u*)

If if I really gg there somedays, I wished I could stay back longer & explore on my own.. (if any1's able & willing to accompany, of course I dun mind ;D but frankly speaking, not many would b able to. Myself even!) Heh but staying in HK for a longer period (than the usu 4days 3night tour) is my wish since yrs ago when I first went there.. Luv tt place, weather, everthing...(thoUgh I still love Sg best, needless to say). $$? No worry, I long hv plans for it.. I noe there're "budget hotels" which charges sth like less than 100HKD/rm/day (Er erm, dun let ur mind wonder orh.. nt tt kinda hotels lar). So 1 or 2 wks won't b a prob! Oh nO, I think this really sounds cRazy! If my parents were to noe, ha dunno wat they'll react! Dunno ley, but I think it's really cooL to take MTR all over d island & get out at wherever I think would be nice.. then anyhow walk ard.. shop shop.. explore... take pics of the beautiful scenery etc... Ha dun tink any1 won't 'feng1' w/ me wanz... That's y i say "on my own" lo.. Anyway, jus a small small 'yuan4 wang4' la.. It's quite 'qi1 liang2' to wander outside ur home ctry alone.. but sOmetimes I think travelling alone is nOt bad, own pace own timing...& at sOmewhere where nobody knows me......

p/s: Last time Xt told me her classmates jio her to go on tour (in US) aft their course ended & I encourage her to stay back w/ the rest (coz it's a rare chance as her classmates r v familiar w/ tt place, therefore, could bring her to many nice places). Hey y am I contradicting myself? I wanna Xt back asap ley... & there I am encouraging her to play longer.... (scratch**)

歲月的童話(電視劇"流金歲月"主題曲)

2005-07-06T21:09:00.000-07:00

從前曾搭著膊在照相, 公園裡共你比賽攀樹上
還有什麼歌都亂唱, 插著褲袋哨子吹響　　
看夕照是如此漂亮, 一切就這樣分享

回頭時那日那夜那背景, 彷彿已沒有什麼可記認
時間製造缺陷, 不停
這夜如可閉上眼睛, 再共我回憶中約定,
心裡, 就有感應

即使走過幾趟遠路, 如何都掙不開歲月擺佈
這刻收一收腳步, 為對方拍拍滿身的塵土
好想知你可會快樂, 還是總躲不開生活煎熬
只想, 你仍安好

仍然能搭著膊在照相, 講起了自幼戀愛的對象
還有熟悉的那些歌唱, 若你願陪我偶然停下　　
那夕照仍然很漂亮, 跟你看著同一方向 -- [陳頌紅]

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Luv this song as it reminds me of tt show... ha.. tian lan & shan ben's story.. so sweet, i rmb..... Keke let this song bring us back to all the happy moments..... even those tt happen in our life~

afT-kTv-gan-xiang:

2005-07-06T01:09:00.000-07:00

Er erm i noe i noe the last time i went ktv is like...more than 1 wk ago... Nt surprising la, hving a bad throat now of course wld b thinking "how nice it would be to go ktv"... haa tts y i "dig out" the blog i wrote a wk ago (280506)... nth much, jus wanna say: Till now dd's still ever so lousy in singing... If i didn't warm up, i'm quite likely to screwed up my 1st few songs.... wahaa.. tt's y i say lousy lo... & somemore till now i still can't managed to ctrl my voice if the voice of anoth person who sang w/ me cover mine.. haa in simple words, if i can't hear my own voice i'll surely go outa tune... "shi1 bai4 shi1 bai4"!!

'Ai4 qing2 zhuan3 wan1 de di4 fang1' is indeed a challenging song 4 me.. Yes, Huang Jia Qian's voice's simply great! hah tts y singing her song's a bit stressful sia... & err yeaaa too hiGh pitch for me.. Frankly speaking, high notes r my 'si4 xue4' hah but it's a gd practice la.. I practiced a lot le but 1st time singing w/o Ping Guan's voice, i got lost. It's so different hah hah.. keke excuses!!! I'm really a SLOw "song learner", so i must really put in more time & effort than others when learning new songs.. :D :D Ah almost forgot, the last time i sang 'yi2 shi1 de mei3 hao3' is my worst ever... haa i'm nt gg to drink hot honey during ktv liaoz.. ;P stupid excuse aGainz! Anyway, still haven found some1 to sing 'jian1 au2' & 'rang4 wo3 ai4 ni3' w/ yet.. haa by then i think i would hv forgotten how to sing them le... :p

Hehee but still, 'm still puzzled y singing at home's always better/ louder/ more pwr, feel & ctrl than outside??! Hah last time i used to hv a bad habit: when singing w/o a mike can proj betta but when using mike, 'll automatically adjust to a lower " voice input"... wahaaa 'xin1 li3 zhuo4 yong4'?? but anyway tts ages ago liaoz... haaa hope it won't 'fu4 fa1' (oh oh am i using too much 'han1 yu3 ping4 ying'?) ..kk, "relapse" again...
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Current thoughts:
..thinking of fri.... tout can go ktv wanz but hiyy..... look at my condition now.. i said, i jus go there "sit & drink water".. guess wat mum said? 'surely ren3 bu zhu4 wan lar'! hah she really noe me sO well...... hah hah i noe myself as well.. 1 song will eventually become 2, 3, 4..lala... then the whole ktv sess!! hohoho... keke so i mus really 'ren3' nowz.. dun even dare to sing at home these days... coz my throat was real bad this time... It was only untill tt time whr i'm really in gReat pain even when opening mouth or using my neck muscles, then i realised the seriousness. Well, really my 1st time seeing a "daifu" b'coz of sorethroats... Dun "play play" arh, the pain can kill manz... Can't sleep well, unless u can "tahan" not to swallow any saliva throughout the night... Think--> (drool*) + wake up in a "pool of saliva" nex morn! I definitely can't do that lo! ;D ;D wahaaAa.... & other tortures include can't eat or drink.. too painful to swallow anyth ma... but but got lar, in d end still force myself to eat sth... if i dun eat, daddy would b very "gan cheung" wanz... heh **so sweet**

p/s: now much better le, recover voice but still some pain.. did a bit of cheating: "diafu" gave me 2 pkts of med to "cook" but so far only "cook" 1pkt... supposedly 1pkt a day but i take 2 whole days to finish up the 1st pkt & even left half a cup of that "bitter thingy" till today, the 3rd day. So guess i won't ask mum to "cook" the 2nd wan le... Heh hOpe i can scream & shout soonz~

CHEERS!! ^O^

ALL mY faUlt!

2005-07-04T18:32:00.000-07:00

I'm responsible of the death of my 2 cute snails..... dunno wat happened.. mayb the weather is too dry these days.. both of them already dried up when i wanna feed them jus now.... :::>_<:::

Last time, one of them can zzz for 2wks w/ no harm (can't even wake it up w/ food nor water)... but now, i last fed them ~1wk ago? Then one of them even slept on the veg.. few days ago i saw their shell quite dry then 'shun4 kou3' ask mum beside me to give them some water.. i nv did it myself like usu... My fault lo.. if i were to do it myself i'll make 100% sure to water on their bodies.. Mum always think nvmd wan, anyhow on the surrounding soil can liaoz... Only can blame me!!! Now left shell only...... my cute snails r gOne.....

I've start keeping my 1st snail a few mths ago... even b4 my exams... That time my dad keep saying these kinda vege snails wld surely die w/i a few days... but i've proved otherwise by taking care of it 4 so long...... WHY i didn't continue take gd care of them??? Aft exams, i only think of myself, wat i'm gg to do nex.... I'm so BAD!!! nv care enuf for them....

My first 1st snail, when it came fr the veg mum bought fr mkt... it was only 2mm big.... aft few mths, till recently it grew to sth like 3 times bigger.... Now gone, died.... No more cute snails.. No more cute "ET feelers"..... My fault!! My fault!!! my fault..........

I'll missed U alwayz......... hOpe u 2 had went to a better plaCe~

PersOnality tesT:

2005-07-02T18:04:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

baCk 2 aCtive

2005-07-02T16:59:00.000-07:00

Keke i'm aliVE!!... i can move ard again!.. Yesterday, no strength 2 move/ walk.. jus feel like lying there like a zombie.. heh my life was jus 'fan4 lai2 zhang1 kou3' & "eat to live"... coz these few days don't feel hunger at all... jus eat for the sake of eating...

Today can walk ard liaoz... but throat pain sia.... it feels "ouCh" every time when swallowing saliva, speaking or even jus opening the mouth.. The feeling was nt like the normal sorethroat, it's "pain throat" manz.. Jus like a wound/cut right there....(freaking pain*) Never had such intense "throat pain" b4.... feels like knife stabbing ev few seconds....... >_<"

Temperature? ok lower (but still "abnormal" hah)....aft gulping down ard 1litre of Pepsi Twist.... Actually, Pepsi will do but I like "Twist" more ;p

da cUo te cuO

2005-07-01T12:15:00.000-07:00

Tout i'll zzz well last night but it turn out 2b d opposite... Can't zzz..(on & off till 6+am this morning)! When i 1st closed my eyes, i felt my throat was unwell.. i knew i'm getting sick soonz.. Er erm, but didn't expect it to b so fast lo.... Today woke up w/ a "flu throat", fever, "afraid of coldness", feeling 'suan1' + "no strength" all over as well... Ahh... i'm so lousy!! ..caught virus so easily!! ;-/

nOw don't feel like eating anyth....no appetite.. no hunger.... could it be the "lo mai gai" (@Marina foodcourt) i ate yest? Wowz....if really tt case it'll b a "gReat $saVer food" wahaaaa.. $2.30 can last so long..... heh heh^^

oH think i better go & drink my Pepsi-Twist liaoz... if not i'll b getting hOter & hOter... :-]

www

2005-06-30T23:59:00.000-07:00

Summary of the day: Wait. Walk. Watch. Wahaa... dun laugh k, tts how i spend my day. Much better than if i would to stay at home hor..

Haa my intuition is quite 'zhun3' wuo.. "WOTW" is nt really suitable 4me 2watch... i would call it a "tragic" show... Hmm and da i wOn't say tt it was a waste of $ coz the visual + sound effect was not bad & i quite like the "little" touching story of tt family! Ok, & aft some laughing & crying, now i gotta feeling tt i'll sleep exceptionally well tonight... K i'm almost dry lo.. betta get some zzz....... nite nitez~

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p/s: The little aliens looks quite cute mah... haa nt v convincing tt they killed so many pple.. shd create more evil looking ones sia....wahaa... Anyway, can't bear to see pple being ripped apart/ exploded.... a bit gross leh.. Hah dunno whether the script writer had such a violent mind or wat... >_<"

170705

The MaSk~

2005-06-27T23:59:00.000-07:00

Keke y this title ley? Coz i think it would be better if i'd wore a mask when i go out today.. Ha usu girls wld hide at home when they got ONE pimple on the face, but ha i'd many!!! That's y i would say tt i "jus"shOwed Off" my ugly face across Sg island for 5 hrs!! ::>_<:: Thinking back, a bit regret but nevertheless i'd an enjoyable time.... ;D ;D

Adding to this happiness, my eyes weren't red aft wearing contacts le as i've change to anoth brand or rather a lens tt is more "durable".. haa to be precise, i've switch fr a bi-weekly to a mthly one.. This is an advice fr a doctor @polyclinic.. He's really an expert sia.... he enlightened me tt permanent lens usu causes less irritations & less sensitivity to the eyes... Surprising eh? "Heng" ah.....i was so scared tt i couldn't wear contacts again... (Thank god***)

Okie, my "fur" is almost dry.. can go zzZz le.... ;p Nite nitez..^^

I NEED "Thirsty-Hippo"!!

2005-06-25T22:52:00.000-07:00

GettinG mOuldy soOnz.. ev1 seems so bz.. Those on the "same boat" w/ me all back to work, Piepie also started working le.. & Xt dunno y so 'zhun3' this time go 4course, mon-fri evday w/o fail till 5.30pm & now even worst, gota stay back often 4proj discussions, not mentioning tt she still "hv to" go out w/ "him".. In short, all bz w/ their own life... lefT me...rOtting aWay**

Some ppl say "exams late", good good, got more time to study...but if i gota choice, i rather hv it starting & ending earlier (In fact, if ur exams starts earlier u'll automatically start preparing earlier)... For 3 yrs liao, every time by the time i finished mine, every1 hv already "done w/" their enjoying or even getting started w/ new stuffs le... Imagine when u finally get pass all those "hardships" & looking fwd to start hving fun w/ ur frds, then, everyone else doesn't hv tt kinda "after-exam-excitement" anymore... everything has "cool down".... Who can understand this kinda feeling ley?? ( "_" )

Aft watching "Ghost Train", i asked Yen when we can go kayat...ha but think she doesn't sound v enthu... & Xt said clearly le, dun ask her go kayat these days coz she kayat so often during her 3days orientation camp till she's "scared" lo...

Hiyy, really missed doing a lotsa things... ('cold' jacuzzi, Jurong wave swimming pool, cycling, kayat...bla bla bla) In fact, now even if ask me go for a stroll like a DOG i'll think it's fuN... ;-/ (simply bored**) Can't even chat online coz used up sO much internet time w/i these 2wks aft exams.. think i've 2 find somewhr to hide when the bill comes... >_<"

Well, other buddies as far as i know, either stuck w/ assignments, looking 4 temp jobs or preparing 4 sch-reopen... As for those buddies who r attached, oso dun wanna disturb them coz if they're really so free/bored they'll automatically come & "make noise"... Haaa i beri 'zi4 dong4' wanz k.. Though i always believe tt there're pure friendship btw guys & gals, sometimes jus dun wanna create unnecessary misunderstandings or even the slightest doubts... (I really dun like tt feeling of any1 doubting my personality/ 'ren2 ge2') Hah, so now guess wat? Super-duper 'wu2 liao2' me told Mab i'll go attend school w/ her nex tue night... Anyone else wanna invite me to their lectures??? wahaaaaaa....

Hah! During exam time i'm trap w/i 4walls + grill...(nth 2say) BUT aft exams, i still 'li2 bu4 kai1' these 4walls.. I'm gonna named it dd's "IC-W4"!! (Iron Cage-Wall 4)

By Pankai Khanna

2005-06-24T17:15:00.000-07:00

Rec this email from WL: "Women & Their Zodiac Characteristics"

What it says abt mine and let me comment on it ;p (no offence to the author, jus my personal opinion) :
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[Physical Appearance]

-You are tall, fair complexioned and are blessed with a beautiful figure. (rubbish!)

-The forehead is large, nose is long and the eyebrows are high & bushy. (err not really.. the most ard 1/2 correct?)

-Eyes are bright and alert as a sparrow's . You can prove to be a good model or an actress. (eyes bright?- hmm.., alert- yea shd b more alert or rather sensitive to changes in general, "model/actress" -vomits*... ha)

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[Mental Attitude]

-You are coverageous, ambitious and full of drive . You are able to push forward your interests. (hmm hope i can do it..)

-You will not be cowed down by the circumstances and are well capable of holding on to your ground even in most adverse circumstances. (quite true to a certain extent..depends on the circumstances...)

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[General Nature]

-You take a decision only after studying any problem deeply. (yea sometimes.. 4 biG prob, coz small matters no need 2think so "deeply" ba =)

-A Sagi woman tends to look at the brighter side of the things and possesses good amount of self-confidence. (optimistic- true, general characteristic of a Sag mah, self-confidence- depends... okok trying to build up from now onwards..)

-She mostly acts as per her desire and is not much concerned about the results. She also has the habit of speaking as she wants to without thinking of the impact it can have on others. (totally untrue!!)

-Friendship comes easily to a Sagi woman . She can develop it in a moment and maintain it for a long period of time. You believe in fairplay & justice and often fight for wronged people. (hmm..hope it works well this way...)

-You will work to attain new knowledge and like to pursue higher education. You like to travel and shall go on long and short journeys a number of times in your life. You will also be able to attain your goals fast but after that you tend to waste lot of your energy. (eh erm, like to attain "new knowledge" -true, "travel" -wish to but no Vitamin M yet, "goals" fast? -so far, nt yet.. ha hope soonz lo >_^)

-Even after having a fair degree of success in her life, The Sagi woman does not feel satisfied and something deep within them does not let her rest. (hah this i'll ans when i achieved a "fair degree of success" 1st... ;D)

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[Health]

-You generally have good health and vigour. However there may be various problems related with stress. (gd health- true if minus all those flu, coughs & sore-throats, stress- true true..)

-As Sagittarious sign governs the hips, thighs and the loins , you can face problems connected with this region. Fractures, pains in joints and swellings in this region are also not ruled out. (tOuch woOd!! so far nO!)

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[Money]

-You will generally start your career in some kind of service but due to your nature that does not let you be a subordinate for long , you will move over to self employment quite soon. ("srv"? i hate being in srv line ley.. ha "self employment" -i like tt idea! ;p)

-A Sagi woman makes good money and property in your lifetime and shall be considered a successful and wealthy person. (oh wow, i hope this is true manz! wahaaa ;D ;D)

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[Romance And Sex Life]

-You have a great desire to be in romantic setting, but you do not let your partner understand this. He will not be able to quite figure out your romantic nature as your outer crust is very cool. (haa tRrrue....)

-In addition to this you say certain things out of your honest nature which will dampen your lover's desire. This may lead to lots of crying though no one will understand you even then. But still, due to your glamour and beauty many men will be interested in you and you shall have a fair share of men. (i would say i'll try to take care of others' feelings as far as poss.., "glamour"?? bai4 tuo1 lor...)

-The catch here is : that if you learn over the years on 'how to handle men' - then you can have a love life which will make any woman jealous of you. You can easily win over any man and infact tame him. Once he understands your sincere and honest nature he will be glued to you for a life time. (huh?? hah, mayb some pple might open a course on this eh? bet many women out there'll b veri enthu to learn 'how to handle men'.. But it jus seems too superficial to me la~)

-You will have a great sex life and shall want more of it all the time. You will prefer outdoor settings. ("Mata!".... wahaaA*)

-Thighs and upper leg are your hotspots. (fever**)

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[Marriage]

-Too many proposals, is a problem for you. Selecting the right man from out of those is even more difficult. (like real!)

-The Sagittarian women are best of the home-makers and they decorate it with a great taste. They keep their men also in good shape and drive them to be more and more successful in work. ("decorate" ha more confident.. the lata, to be proven^^)

-You can handle the affairs of the house well though the daily jobs look quite boring to you. (definitely boring!)

-You have a great caring nature and you are loyal to your husband and shall stand by him in all the problems of life. You can be a big support for him in tough times. But, as you are not known to express your feelings eloquently , your honesty may sometimes be misunderstood. (hmm..sth to ponder...)

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[Ideal Match]

-Those born in Sagittarius, Pisces and Gemini are best suited for you. (dOesn't really matters. Indiv personality is much more impt!)

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[Caution]

-You do not have the gift of gab as a result you may often end up putting your foot in the mouth. Be cautius in this regard. (nah... but i'm able to "put my foot into my mouth" like a baby leh, hahahaaa....)

-Try to understand the world better. Think how the other person will react before you speak. This will save you from many problems. (nah nah... think these 2 pts doesn't concern me.)

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Lucky Days, Numbers And Colours :Thursday, Wednesday and Sunday are lucky days for you.

Lucky numbers are 3, 5, 6, & 8. (who wanna buy 4D? if strike mus give me "ang bao" leh ;D)

Lucky colours are Yellow, Green and light Blue.

(ahh i've heard too much abt lucky colours, numbers etc etc.. i wont rmb wanz sia~)

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[Recommended Gemstones]
You should wear a yellow Sapphire along with an Emerald. The gemstones should be of vibrant aura and should never have been worn before. The weight shall be decided as per your body weight and age. (okie okie, listen up! who wanna give me a "yellow Sapphire" + an "Emerald" thenz?....... lolz*)

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P/S: There're so many Sag women out there... I believed every1 is unique. Can't be 100% true for all... but indeed, it did pt out some general traits. =)

Toot toot.....

2005-06-22T22:22:00.000-07:00

Today went to watch "Ghost Train"... hmm think it presents more of a touching story then a horror show.. A girl whose father died in a train crash when she's ard 6 yrs old, on her birthday. Aft 10+ yrs, she went to work on a train as some sorta waitress. It's her 1st time serving but it was the last time tt a train runs tt same route. She had in mind to meet her dad somehow..but started to hv fear when she keep seeing those pple & scenes fr the past. The "current" train started off at 11.50pm while the "crashed" train started off at 12am tt day when the accident happened. But due to the fact tt the "current" train took a 10mins break at a stop, the "pace" of the 2 trains became equal, & probably expl why they "bumped" into ea other.. Those "souls" fr the crashed train wanted the living pple to b all dead & threatened to crash the train. In the mean while, some pple were murdered.. Some "souls" r even unaware tt they've already died many yrs ago... Somehow, the girl managed to prevent anoth disaster fr happening & save the rest of the pple on the train but unfortunately failed to survive herself.. The ending was a sad yet "not too tragic" as she finally unite w/ her father...........

Back to reality: Something ridiculous. We went Lido to watch the 3.30pm show.. When we're abt to go in, the "ticket collector" point out to us tt our tic is for 1.30pm wanz.... So shocked sia.... We even went early to buy tics so tt we can get gd seats.. thenz? (hiy..nth can compensate) We went back to the same counter & told the person tt she issued the wrong tics. She din say anyth, jus change the timing & seat number for us...(as if it nth has happened) Well, blame ourselves for nt checking lo >_<'

In the threatre, past 3.30pm & the adverts were still showing.. till 3.45pm the show hasn't start yet.. I sorta slept thru the advert till a girl & a guy came & sat in front of us. The girl jus jumped into her seat & bumped so hard on my knees... (those who went Lido b4 shd rmb their "rocking seats") & Guess wat? she din't even turn to look, jus chat happily w/ anoth girl nex to her.. Haa either her nerve is not working or wat tt she didn't "realise" or pretend "not to realised".. The guy beside her even realised "that", wanted to tell her abt it but on seeing her chatting happily, din open mouth in d end... (.... ..)

Ahh...such a "suay" day...but nvmd, my mood was nt much affected.. Perhaps 1st time watching movie aft soooo long & did a bit of shopping b4 movie oso... =D Cheer up man!!!

This reminds me of anoth incident, that a guy drag his gf to cut our queue.. If I were tt girl I would hv surely doubt tt guy's personality. Jus one customer in front oso wanna cut queue.. So un-gentlemanly!

This again leads to another incident tt happens some time ago.. An extremely bad experience. Rmb tt once, i took a cab to XX then the taxi driver din't stop at the taxi stand as a private car was parking by the roadside.. Ok, then i open the door a bit while passing the cab fare to the uncle. Then dunno y the door automatically swung open by itself & knock on the pte car's door handle (I was v sure tt i didn't push it further coz i saw it w/ my own eyes tt it moved by itself).. The "touch" was so gentle tt not even a sound was heard lo.. Then the driver, a guy, opened his door & came out.. I already apologized in the 1st place (even though it wasn't my fault!!) but he was jus grumbling away...like how ex his car was (err i rmb nt those v ex brand anyway)... But the fact was tt his car was NOt scratch or wat lo & he was acting + giving u the attitude tt "u can't afford to pay if my car is damaged". Haaah the beSt thing was "his girl" was sitting beside him. I really sympathised her tt she got such a "gOOd" bf or worst still, husband. ..A poor fella, alone at tt time & at the same time feeling scared as this kinda thing nv happened b4, how could i win an arguement w/ him? I won't forget his nastiness & arrogance but i would not hate him for i always believed tt bad pple would get their retribution... BUt y am i always the target to bully/ mock!

whO's the 100th person?

2005-06-21T20:38:00.000-07:00

Have u ever wonder who's the 100th person on "uR" site?

haa kk no one even bothers to jus 'ying4 chou2'...

$$ nO enuF ;P

2005-06-21T18:36:00.000-07:00

Hee todae went to get my Xiao Zhi's CD fr J...finaLLy.. haa & 'shun4 bian4' buy 2 cds ;-/ Every time meet J he'll "lead" me to tt cd shop whr I'll surely spend $$ there... Haa like a "spell" ;D ;D ...Yea yea I noe I'm dead broke le.. but I need music.. haa k la eXcuse exCuse excUse!! Anyway, i bought Michael's album & a 3-disc Korean album...all for $9.80.

Ah 1st time went J's office, saw his little girl's pic, so cute.. He told me his son'll b born soonz.. forgot to congrate him!! =) 'Xin4 fu2 de ren2'...

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Listening to Michael's album nowz.. here's an extract of the song 'tian1 tang2':

忽然就忘記了慌張, 人海之中你最明亮　
無意間的影響, 漸漸擴張, 你豐富我生活感想..

何必尋找所謂的天堂, 原來我因為你不想再去流浪, 情願平凡　
不擁有一切也無妨, 有了你在心上已然是天堂... --[葛大為]

R U hOt?

2005-06-20T23:59:00.000-07:00

U're not thinking of tt TV show hOr? ;P As everyone noes, now Sg besides hving tt tiny mini Snow City, now there's EskiBar @Tanjong Pagar (if i'm nt wrong). & Soonz there'll oso be an "iCe exhibition" @Bugis.. Okie okie guess it's time for "suaku" me who nv experienced real winter to take a chance to really "chill out" haaH.. hmm hope i dun need to "mend my begger's style pocket" again aft tt...(u noe, make one more hole in a pocket tt already got many holes & patches!?)

Hmm seems tt others r more "gan cheung" to get a job 4me than myself.. Although i've typed my resume but i didn't intend to send out yet.. I think i need a rest. Not tt i'm so confident tt once resume sent out would hv +ve respond but i dun wanna take the chance.. I wan a break nOwz...dun wanna think abt wOrk at the moment. When i'm ready, i'll click "send". Err mayb anoth 1 or 2 wks ba.. See how things goes ba...

K now sth to b happy abt, i was told i jus need to go 4 one last sess on thurs.. yOhu...!! Todae i got "suan" again... by shifu.. (details: xxx...) >_< Nvmd, now i think i look more like i jus came back fr a day of "moderate sun exposure"..meaning hving added "a thin coat of a darker tone paint" + mild degree of "roasting effect"... ;D ;D

becOme a wHite Rabbit or haMster?

2005-06-19T20:28:00.000-07:00

yeS me 'yan3 hong2' again... Yest wore contacts 4 erm ard 7hrs only.. then one eye became red as expected but far too red + felt a bit of irritation.. decided go home halfway.. Anyway Al oso 'hu3 shi4 dan1 dan1' wanna "snatch my date" away 4 dinn w/ his classmates... See, 1st time in mths Datou & Xiaotou go shopX2 & evth doesn't goes smoothly..

haA i think sometimes i jus talk w/o using brain.. lazy to think? mayb mayb... While shopping, we passed by a shop then Xt point at a top which got a pic of 2 cats to me.. I took a glance & said, 'Nah.. i'm not born in the year of cat wat...' ops aft saying i noe i utter rubbish again.. Xt laugh b4 i can react, 'Who born in the yr of cat huh??' ;- haa nvmd, i think i suan her more tt day.... ;C)

oH yeaA... "topless 5" nt in my stomache still ley!! Xt dun wanna eat anymore ice-cream coz she jus eaten a lot tt morn (her classmates brought to NTU to let them sample).. haaaa then i pester & pester & even sing out the word "topless 5" many times, then she finally agreed to walk ard 1st b4 we go Swensons... In d end ley? eyes red red forgot all abt it le... >_<

Hah hah hah....b4 i forget, dear Xt ah in e MRT when i 1st suggest, 'let's go eat topless 5..' She replied very loudly 'TOpless..?' the "5" haven come out of her mouth then a guy turn ard & look at her.... wahaaaaa aft tt i laugh till..... ;D ;D ;D

Ok ok naughty me keep laughing at Xt... er erm as usual =D. At MAS, i told her i've tried the Ben & Jerry's ice-cream.. then she sounds so excited.. She oso bought but due to the fact tt she went NTUC on the last day of promo, v few flavours r left.. so she ended up buying the dunno wat monkey..banana & XX.. I said i got try the choc w/ mashmallow & choc chunk (fish) wan.. haa tt makes her so "dui"..haaahahaha... k la but i did console her in d end, coz i commented it wasn't tt fantastic as wat many pple said.. It's like nth...(sth similar to my home-make "Milo" ice-cream.. hahaa who wanna set up a new brand of ice-cream??) keke anyway it's so eX & nth special la.. OH YEA yea somemore the taste of the Choco fish's really awful (forget to warn Xt)!!! & oso tried the choc w/ choc brownie, hmm worst then e prev one.. Generally, Swensons's still my fav!! ^_^

Aiy anyway, my taste & preference won't change to suit the trend wanz.. Only like if i think it's really good! One good example is the bread these days.. Last time bread used to be "not-nice-to-look-but-taste-not-bad" but now it's generally "pay-so-much-for-nice-to-look"... nice names & beautiful decos nt necessarily means it'll taste gd... most of the time, jus a waste of $$.. I'm utterly dissappointed as my fav confectionery at AMK central change boss or 'da4 gai3 ge2' i'm not sure.. but it turned into a "Bread-Talk style"..... wah, my fav breads now ALL "out of press" le!!! ::>_<::

Oh yea Xt said NTU's jap food v cheap & nice.. kk i'm definitely gg to try out when i go there... Plenty of chance i tink.. Py's graduation, R oso ask me to help tend a booth & best of all, Xt now studying there... ;p

The Eye

2005-06-19T06:59:00.000-07:00

In case anyone's thinking abt buying the new lens "Optix O2" whr u can wear it to zzz even... Err it's supposed 2allow more oxygen bla bla... I've tried it even b4 it's advertised on TV..

My personal experience: Aft wearing 4 abt 2+ hrs, the lens starts to stick to my eyes, extremely uncomfortable.. It's supposed to ruduce the redness due to insufficient oxygen but in fact it got worst.. Only wore a few times & i really can't stand it.. In fact, eyes felt drier than b4 since the moment i put it on & can also tell tt it's thicker than "Acuvue II" lens...
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Hey now i'm wearing Optix O2.. Not bad, somehow i've got used to it le... don't feel as dry as bef le... Keke i mus admit tt time i feel v uncomfortable coz i'm so used to wearing bi-weekly contacts so when i switched to a mthly wan i couldn't adjust w/i such a short time... Now i think it suits me perfectly!! =)

(updated: 29 Sep 2005)

HapPy PaPa's Day!!!

2005-06-19T00:00:00.000-07:00

With lOts & lOtsa LOve ^_<
**Muacks Muacks...**

KTV @MAS

2005-06-18T23:26:00.000-07:00

haah mayb i sang too much at home these days or wat, today sing a bit jiu no voice le.. the later part is either outa tune, no 'qi' or no singing mood... hee but me happy abt tt.. noe y? no idea? dun tell u leh... ;P

hmm today came by this song which i wanna share:

愛像地心引力, 無法抗拒, 一吋一吋深深的被你吸引　
心碎也沒關係, 等待也都願意, 人群之中我只能看見你
　
愛像地心引力, 沒有空隙, 一天一天不見你也在想你　
我在你的眼裡, 重新認識自己, 在你面前原來微笑那麼容易

雖然我還不擅長幸福這種東西,
可是我真的很想把所有你要的都放在你的手心... --[徐世珍]

p/s: luv the words.... so sweet**

hAvinG FuNz?

2005-06-17T21:59:00.000-07:00

Most pple'll think i surely had lotsa funz since my last paper 1 wk ago exactly.. but nO ley, i've been very 'guai' ok? Stayed at home all days except for Lg farewell dinn last sat & visit "doct"... Surprisingly, i've been watching TV lesser than b4.. now no mood to sit there & stare.. Mayb tt time's exam stress tt we need to hv some mental 'ji4 tuo1'? & now? hmm i can't sit still ley... i wanna "get moving" but due 2some restrictions aft my sessions..... (lolz*)

But one best thingy b4 & aft exams is tt i can sing any time i wished.. Recalling, life was really pathetic & to a certain extent, scary.. Last time if i sing at home 'll get scoldings.. & i'll b quite upset coz is like if i don't open mouth one day i'll feel terrible. Life is already so stress & i can't do sth i like to de-stress.. Some pple ask me y i dun practice hard at home? i replied, nt tt i dun wan but i can't. At then, singing was an activity at ktv only. Whenever i wanna release "tt tension", i'll hv to sing v softly so tt none can hear... ahh hate this kinda life..

Now, hehe sing till i collapse oso can..(*touch wood!!*) but hor i haven start learning new songs ley... My latest stopped at Twins's 'xia yi zhan tian hou' tog w/ 'mo si ke mei you yan lei'.. learnt a wk ago.. Ha nt surprising coz i always learn old songs all of a sudden.. Somemore i wanted but didn't manage to get hold of tt song till recently.. Even songs like 'chi xin jue dui' i oso jus learned it 2-3 wks ago? haaa in spite tt it was already released 2 yrs or even longer!! Hah my only pride recently was tt i started learning 'yi2 shi1 de2 mei2 hao3' long long time ago... when it was nt a pop song in Sg then.. (now? it's a song being sang till "rotten" at JDSS's 1st audition.. =D)

...there was once, went ktv w/ Al & Sk then Sk sang this song... it's my 1st time hearing it & it struck me! I simply luv it!! Not many songs can make me fall in luv w/ them on the spot.. Anoth one was Eason's 'K ge zhi wang'... wow tt time i tell u, it was playing on 93.3 & i can't resist it, recorded it down immediately in my tape (tt was nt suppose 4 this purpose). Then recent 'chi xin jue dui' was oso some sorta similar case but it was nt "love at 1st heard".. is aft my 1st time listening to the "live version on tv" then i fall in luv w/ it... There're other examples..but cant recall now... Ah, almost forget 'xia yi zhan tian hou' is oso my "luv at 1st heard", haah coincidentally oso a guy who sang it.. (faint*) "mE"- failure isn't it?

FunNy, certain sOngs r jus like magnets tt draws me to them... *wOnderful*

SupeRb~

2005-06-17T18:36:00.000-07:00

Hmm jus got back fr anoth sess. Today's simply too ticklish... cant help giggling & wriggling.. ha 1st time in my life i get "tickled" so willingly.. Hmm those who noe me v well 'll noe if u "surprise attack" me i'll scream till the nex blk pple can hear but better dun try if u still "want ur face".. & pls hor even if u don't, me "want face" wan ley, if u make me "malu" in front of many pple, i may nt talk to u again hoR?! ;D

Anyway, felt so goOd aft ev time!! From head to toe... *relaXz* ..gd gd, finally found my saviOur!! dun "play play" arh, my blood circulation improves a lotz than b4 le.. I'll become "Jue Dui suPer strOng" one day!!! heh~

Jue Dui Superstar, Wed's Audition

2005-06-16T14:22:00.000-07:00

I luv the voice of the gal who sang Shino's 'fan2 le'.. nice nice, she really can ctrl her voice well! & of course also Chen Wei Lian's voice... not b'coz he sang 'gu1 dan1 de2 ye4 li3 wo3 bu4 gu1 dan1' but is tt voice which can really moved pple's heart & the technique as well. Yi feng jie cried & i almost too if nt 4 mum beside me... >_<

p/s: those who watch JDSS'll noe who i'm referring to~
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Now i know who she's le.. Chanel!! Mus add tt fr the beginning till now anoth voice touched me deeply... ^U noe who u r^ I'm waiting got ur cd okay? heh heh~~

nEw mOvie!

2005-06-16T14:21:00.000-07:00

Jus now read dunno is i-weekly or U-mag, forgot.. Saw a new korean horror movie coming soon.. "Ghost Train"....... hee looks scary... who wanna watch? haaha

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Guess wat? As i was browsing thru' i-weekly jus now, saw this movie "A moment to Remember", then i realised it's anoth show tt i wanted to watch! Saw it during exam time but now it's already in vcds.... >_< I missed out so much stuffs... (19 June 2005)

no pic?

2005-06-16T14:09:00.000-07:00

ha now my frdst no pics of mE? yea tts right.. one thingy is i haven finish my current neg.. (ah can't wait to see me hezhao w/ dear cute pony.. Yen oso say she luv it most among d others heh.. hey hey who wanna take pics arh? i can help u take..then i can faster finish & get my neg devt.. lolz*) Anoth thingy is...........

k la i can only say aft i buy digi cam sure'll put a lotsa funny pics up there.. or rather shots tt i've nv taken b4.. heh heh....

Adapted from 許願池的希臘少女

2005-06-16T00:12:00.000-07:00

左岸的一座白色環形階梯　
浪人正在用和絃練習憂鬱
晨曦下的少女聽著吉他旋律
在許願池邊, 巴洛克式的嘆息..

少女手中的銀幣沉入池裡　
她的表情像漣漪, 那麼透明美麗　
吉他, 換成了快樂的圓舞曲　
詩人決定了標題, 許願池的希臘少女 --[黃俊郎]

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beautiful lyrics i came by accidentally.. while i was searching for Jolin's 'tian1 kong1' lyrics, i saw this...

disOrdeR~

2005-06-14T18:36:00.000-07:00

Frankly speaking i dun think i really got outa the exam mood.. those stressful feelings & tension is still there.. still having nightmares abt memorising stuffs n so on... urRgh!! :-\ even aft so many days... sianz... Hving sleeping disorders these few days.. Can't fall asleep till v late.. Went see Shifu today.. (err not the Shifu tt u're thinking right now).. I would only say he's good!! This is my 1st time gg there.. err dun wanna go into the details but jus wanna say i really respect him & his job.

WahAAhaaHAA...

2005-06-12T20:11:00.000-07:00

Don't know how to describe my feelings now... I'm sO hAppy! Though if i can get a job tt i wanted, i'll even b happier.. heh heh... Wow, now tt suddenly i can do lotsa stuffs...

1) Learn new songs. (I'm already v outdated..)

2) KTV. Coz' this's a must! hah actually last nite can go wanz but no rm (ate halfway, me & Xt even walked down to Orch Partyworld to check it out).. That's y i dun like things 2b unplanned or decided so last min. evth is disorganised hiyz.. & then Sat nite, movies r def out-of-qn! Px apart, i mean hard to get seats + for so many pple.. Oh yea almost forgot to mention, last nite we're having a so-called "farewell" dinn for Lg b4 he go Aust to study. Hah but i still think we had it a bit too early? July mah, we still got chance to meet & go out wan rite?

3) Watch "My Boyfriend Is Type B".. Planning2 even b4 my exam starts but oh oh..though it jus started at end of May, 'm not too sure if it's still showing... ahh lata go check.. But anyway, i think i've got addicted to these kinda Korean movies le.. Perhaps it's simpler, almost no cpt effects, just so natural~ (Latest: "Ghost Train")

4) Meetup my dear friends whom i've nt seen for mths.. Ops >_< really v long hor? Hiy... tts my pathetic life b4 la!

5) Go kayat, cycling & yea yea Jurong wave swimming pool... etc etc........

6) Clear all my vcds- Movies, TV serials... PlenTy sia!

7) Play w/ my "xiao zhi ying"

8) Sort out my "collections". Wanna buy new cupboard & etc to pack my stuffs nicely. hee...

9) Look out for jobs of cOurse!! Ha can't jus rot at home..

10) Ha k la, 'll try 2keep my blog updated as wellz. ;p

GOaLs after I got a joB:

1) Save to buy my 1st digi cam. (Oh yah, BTW my target has "upgraded". Now aiming at 7mp cams.)

2) Bring fam to eat at a restaurant, mayb int'l buffet?

3) Save $$ to go on tour!! (HK Disneyland, wait for me!!! Tw, China & anywhere tt's safe & has got beautiful scenery!)

4) Start building up my "bank acct".

5) Later, wanna register for some courses to learn more new things. (Not necessary certs but jus knowledge gain.)

6) Ah almost forgot, my fossil watch which i've been aiming for like 3 yrs? err nt sure if tt design is still available but still like it a lot.. pray hard~

Heh k anyth else i'll add on lata... but one thing i can be sure, the list'll only get longer.... ;D
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updated 16 June 2005

cOnfused, miXed feeLings...

2005-06-11T00:12:00.000-07:00

Yes 'm so happy coz it's like i've put down a biG biG burden off my back.. but then again, it's time... time to face myself again.. been surppressing... taking exams as an excuse... it was tough, real tough.. both mentally & physically... as though all energy was drained... all brain cells has dried up.. u're also one of the forces which given me an extra strength to hang on... but now.. now tt i've come this far... can't help feeling a bit lost... starting to hv fear.. fear tt oneday somehow if i hv to realised tt i've chosen an inevitable but wrong "path" again...

I've said b4, I dun wanna fall into anoth 'wu di dong' againz... I'm scared of tt kinda life.. It's misarable........ but i can't ctrl... i've tried my best nt to step into the "hole" but.... Now, nobody can help... It's my fault.. if wanna blame, blame myself...... Silly mE >_<

mY SecOnd BiRthdaY~

2005-06-10T17:30:00.000-07:00

Yes, I officially announce: on 10 June 2005, 5.30pm I'm reborn!!! Yeah... This is a turning pt of my life... Went thru' lots & lotsa struggles & sufferings b4 reaching this pt. I'll treasure it! (kisses*)

Last 2 papers?

2005-06-09T02:00:00.000-07:00

Nah~ this time i don't wanna talk abt them.. nO mood or rather nth gd to talk abt hA.. Only thing i can say is that this's the worst times in my life (up till now)... I can only use four words to describe: "生不如死". No, not exaggerating at all... but of course i've already struggled so far, i still choose to "BITE on" till evth's oveR! >_<

mO Si Ke mEi yOu yaN Lei

2005-06-05T06:56:00.000-07:00

冬天的離別　在莫斯科的深夜　
一列列軍隊　在街上森嚴戒備　
這裏沒人察覺　誰又愛上了誰　
因為苦難不許人崩潰

感情上若習慣防備　寂寞就多一道牆圍　
愛情隱隱約約　提醒我這一回　再不擁抱就是罪

莫斯科沒有眼淚　大雪紛飛　
你冷的好憔悴　單身的我原本以為　可以一輩子不跟誰

莫斯科沒有眼淚　我卻流淚　
不住哭的讚美　讓我付出不怕心碎　是你最好的美

愛在最古老的國界　再不求能全身而退 --[許常德]

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I luv the cantonese version tOO!! Esp the solo vers by Ah Sa >_^

I'm lov'in iT!

2005-06-03T23:00:00.000-07:00

Haa not advertising for Mac here la... Jus wanna say: I luv the last episode of "liu2 jin1 shui4 yue4"... Happie ending^^ Altogether there're 3bros lo! + Shanben & Tianlan finally finally got tog.... (no more sweat*) Ha I simply Luv the show, esp the romance part! ..but a bit 'she3 bu4 de2' it to end.... >_<

p/s: "Shou3 hu4 xin1"- where is mine??

Oh yea oh yea recently i get hooked on Ch 8 "yin1 cha1 yang2 cuo4" too... Ah jus realised tt it's ending soon too.. on 10th June!! :-E

Bo La Tu De Yong Heng

2005-06-02T01:25:00.000-07:00

在夢裡看到你　漂浮在海裡　　
我伸出手觸摸你　卻發現自己在海底　　
我在原地淚如雨　海水沖淡著淚滴　　
只能靜靜等待你　慢慢漂落到海底

三千米的距離　無情的把你我愛隔離　　　
如果能夠將你喚醒　長眠海裡我願意

我用了一世紀追尋你　你卻沒留下痕跡
仁慈上帝請給我指引　哪怕等到下世紀　
你走了一世紀黑暗裡　我獨自承受著孤寂　
縱然海枯石爛暴風雨　你留下的那串淚滴我會珍惜 --[薜亮]

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a beautiful song i would say.. but err the part whr both the male & female r supposed to sing tog is hmm.. mostly can hear only Alec's voice, the female's voice is so soft tt almost seems like backgrd/ 'he2 ying1'... >_<

nOthing to U but shOcking to ME!!!

2005-05-31T17:55:00.000-07:00

TOday received the monthy newsletter... enclosed r all mbrs' personal details.... a few hundreds contacts!!! They didn't EVER get permission from us b4 publishing!!! THis is sooooo upseting.... I'm traumatized by this nOw!!!! Aft so many days of rest, I thought I can finally start studying again.. BUT why must this happens at this time??! I hate it..... Nobody can understand my feelings now!.... Though disclosure of my personal details is a biG deaL to me but the WORSt thing is the action behind this. All those who read all my posts b4'll noe tt PRIVACY is one of the tOp priorities in my life... I feel tt there's absolutely NO RESPECT for our privacy!! Now that nOthing can be done to solve this....as what is done caN't be undone!! :::>_<:::

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P/S: tt's y i can understand how pie pie feels when ur frd gave ur number to others w/o ur permission. I would also say tt applies to me as well.... I don't like pple giving my contacts away w/o my knowledge (haa unless tt person already got the contact but lost it somehow). I'm nt v fussy but jus simply don't like tt feeling... It's like betrayal by ur frd esp when in e 1st place u don't wan to give it to some particular pple. Ha pie pie hor?

hOtiE-hOtz

2005-05-29T21:28:00.000-07:00

Been giving my blog a long break coz 'm down w/ flu, fever, then now cough... Falling sick during "vacation" is the worst times.. Imagine hv to stay till late at nite w/ a "sicky" feeling.... awful feeling! Luckily got rid of anoth 2 "places of interest" le.. POM on thurs & HRM on fri.... That day @foodfair.... I also bought 'Macau Almond Cookies' for mum.. Hah then when i reach home i oso tried them... Though the smell of almond is so "yucks" but when i was having a bad flu, it was ok then.. (On d other hand, roasted almonds in choc din hv tt smell so was still not bad.. ;p BUt pls i still hateS almond jelly!! I still rmb once Xt bought almond flavour bubble tea into cinema & i can smell it during the whole show!! ;-\ hOrrible sMeLL!!!)

Ok so these past few days i lost most of my taste & smell ability... Food taste bland, smelly almond stuffs was not as smelly as bef... ha which was a gd thing in fact.. but today ate anoth almond cookie, think it smells more le... Wahaa so issit a gd thing? Anyway now i only had half my voice.. Yesterday it was worst, nt much strength to talk even but still went to TM's hse coz she leaving Sg tmr & prob nt coming back le.. (sob sob*) Mum ask me stay home but i say cant ley... if i dun go i noe i'll regret... coz i dunno when can i see her again. Hopefully she'll get thru' evth then hope hope she'll come back for grad ceremony nex yr la...

Haa so yest we2 (+ a few more of my yr 1 classmates) stand ard the table & "bao1 jiao3 zi".. Quite fun, & this's my 1st time making dumplings... ha i did ask them wat ingredients they put..so nex time i can make some myself le.. I'm sure i'll add some "imaginations" wan.. heh heh... see who dares to eat loh~

Oh yea one biG prob now.. i promised WL'll go P's ktv on the 18th... hopefully my voice can recover by then.... dun play play coz there was once whr it takes me mths to get back my voice totally!! I simply hate tt feeling of 'li4 bu4 cong2 xin1' (or can say simply helpless)...

BoOk FaiR~

2005-05-27T22:22:00.000-07:00

Went World Book Fair on fri aft HRm paper... tt day dd was siCk.. yeS, but i still wanna go... juz wanna breathe some fresh air.. some more it's the 1st day... Went there alone, hoping to get some gd stuffs... but..I found much junk there... Many of the stalls seems to be clearing bks tt they're unable to sell.... I even saw some bks which were there every yr at book fair w/o fail.. Anyway i still stopped to browse a bk or two...

The moment I stepped into the hall, i was already freezing so took out my super thick coat tt i'm always wearing in sch & while in the "giant freezer"... K was much better... but aft an hr or so, it jus happens suddenly.. My whole body felt v uncomfortable.. Feeling v nausea, i quickly make payment for a bk & head str for the entrant.. I felt my forehead frozen, my limps was so weak... The feeling was so helpless, esp tt i'm alone... Had quite a difficult time struggling down to the ground level. At there i finally cant tahan... vxxxxxx... Aft tt, queue & finally managed to collapse into a cab which brought me home... Of course pains my heart for hving to pay a big 8 bucks due to additional of $2 (wkend + peak hrs charge).

^hRm^

2005-05-27T18:28:00.000-07:00

Ah this one i mus say i did it all on my own... meaning the understanding part.. coz in fact i only went 4 a few lectures + 1 tutorial i think.. Veri "chiam" rite? but cant b helped... no mood to attend.. Ah Lei who took it b4 last yr also told me can don't go cls wan.. jus study the yellow bk can already..... Yes it's true la coz Yellow bk already got sooo many stuffs to rmb.. & was quite comprehensive... So self-study was ok.. BUT one thingy tt anyone shdn't follow my example coz i only started reading the yellow bk a few days b4 HRM paper.. Ops~ ;P

But anyway i write v little per essay only.. Ah haaa anoth bad e.g. I assume all theory subjs sure 4 essays in 3 hrs wanz so i din bother to look at HRm's format.. Then when i received the qn paper I found tt only need to do 3 qns.... even better but tt oso means ea qn hv to write more.. Like wat i say b4 i din write much coz i found tt when i start to increase my speed up to a certain level, my handwriting'll looked close to "illegible"... so i gota slow down till it looks clear enuf... In d end i end up 5 pgs ea for the 1st 2 essay & 4 pg for my 3rd essay... Pray hard examiner won't feel tt content no enuf..... >_<

nOt agAinz.. Sob....

2005-05-26T19:57:00.000-07:00

Aft pOm paper, i went to the foodfair. A particular incident: a purchase made from "Fragrance" aka 'Xiang1 Wei4 Rou4 Gan1'.

It was a real BAd experience. I felt so badly treated.. I dun wanna go into the details but how i wished Xt's w/ me at tt time... She'll surely stand out for me... Can't be help, i'm the type who'll swallow down the words even if it already reaches the mouth.. (unless unless.. err hard to say... mayb sth like if the person's attitude is still normal/gd & there's some form of misunderstanding then i may attempt to expl in a nice manner.. but if the person is rude or wat, i've nth to say... i don't like to argue w/ ppl.. coz i noe myself too well, if i argue too much or get too agitated, my tears'll drop uncontrollably.. ha really!)

Last time @Cineleisure's Subway, Xt also help me sort out the "unfair treatment" given to me.. That feeling was good.. so 'wen1 nuan3'... having someone to stand out for u in times of need.... ;)

^pOm^

2005-05-26T18:08:00.000-07:00

OK POM mah.... I got stuck half way when i did the last qn..... v bad coz i wasted ard 45 mins on tt then i realised i couldn't continue anymore..... so during the last 1/2 hr i change qn...... silly me so do so aft suCh a long struggle... Anyway, i changed to an "essay" type instead. Though i din study tt topic at all but i feel i can at least write sth more then then the prev one. K, din finished but anyway also dunno how to do all the parts lar...

Sth v funny.... my "sleeping ant post" rmb ya? ah, tt time when d ant chose the zzzz on my POM notes i was already thinking i must study tt seta notes.. i got a kinda strange feeling tt it might come out..... It did hor, one whole qn BUT but i forget to study!!! Urrgh!! & tt was e last qn i did lo.. Haa i think fated.. antz give me hint i oso can forget... ;D ;D

SwEEt dreAMs~

2005-05-22T13:19:00.000-07:00

haVe u ever seen a sleeping ant? Yes i had! It slept on my notes... to be exact my POM notes. So cUte!!! Feelers on the "ground".. two front legs closer to the body & the other four legs more apart.. Veri cute, reallie! & when it sleep it doesn't goes into a deep deep sleep. It gets awake easily, then suddenly stand up, crawl ard, feelers moving on the ground as if searching for sth... Then the nex moment, asleep again! ;D

I hv to be so careful not to breadthe while staring closely at it... hee.. Never stare at an ant so long b4.. This's the 1st & only time ba.. nevertheless, found it to b so adorable.. ^_^

I never regreted always nagging mum nt to squash any ants when they crawl on us.. Yes, every life is precious!! I only learn this in the process of growing up.. i hv 2 admit tt i killed ants & mosquitoes b4 in this learning process... but may their sacrifices b worthwhile..... >_<

^^SLaP

2005-05-20T20:08:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i hate myself for being so easily "appeased" or so called easy to "hong3".. [It's like someone gave u a slap then say sorry to u..] The hurt is already felt, couldn't pretend nth has happened bef.. Why can't pple at least try2 stop to think whr poss b4 saying/ doing sth tt's likely hurt others?

I do appreciate my western lecturers' str-fwd-ness in class but somehow, when this "val" is used in our everyday life, it sorta make things seems more unpleasant.. ;-

Hao la, stop complaining le.. Ces't La Vie~

Will he do SR or NTU proud?

2005-05-18T18:08:00.000-07:00

Hah juz kidding only la... i'm talking abt one of "Jue Dui Superstar" contestant.. from the same college. Haa must say this first: i'm very supportive of those from same sch as me before & of course those whom i personally know... Sometimes a bit "over" supportive & may be slightly bias la.. ;D ;D

Those from my batch shd noe: JY ..jus noe from Science faculty. He's one of our sch's best singer during that 2years. Can't forget those good singers coz our CCS's the organisor of every year's karaoke competition. JY's the champion of solo for the first yr & duet champion for the 2nd yr tog w/ Shuang Shuang. Err don't quite rmb le, only recalled that 1st yr finals he sang Jacky Cheung's 'san1 tian1 liang3 ye4' & 2nd yr finals he & Shuang Shuang sang 'ai4 he2 cheng2 nuo4'. Heard they sang 'ni3 zui4 zhen1 gui4' during the semi-finals but missed it coz i went to see X-t heh heh... But i can say that the two of them r real good. Wonder if Shuang Shuang also participate in this JDSS..

Anyway i already got a shock during the 1st time i heard JY sing. Haaaa tt was 1st session of CCS i think, then everyone was suppose to stand in front of lecture hall & sing a song. I only rmb one of the songs he sang was 'ai4 ni3 duo2 ni3' ..hmm doesn't sound like X-t but i'm shock by his singing technique. Later then heard ppl say tt he learned singing since young.. participated in the "er tong ka-la-ok"/ PSC Children's Karaoke Comp bef.. & Recently, PSC adult karaoke comp & got 1st. Wuo... (Claps*)

K la i must say tt time i was a "suaku", din heard as many gd "commoner"-singers as now, tts y got a deeper impression of him. But anyway he's from our sch wan & "quite power" so'll still wished tt he can get into the finals of this comp. Frankly speaking, hear him sing live is much nicer than from tv (ha i also don't understand why). Hiy, who else i know participate in this comp??! Kk we shall see from 8th June onwards, on Ch U.....

p/s: heh actually CCS supposed got a lotsa chances to "sing karaoke" in front of everyone wanz but lucky me able to escape then.. in tt 2yrs ley, lucky eh? ;P & lucky i din manz.. coz now already sing so terribly, then was much worst!!! haa but we did perform once for our seniors la, jus tt it was a grp singing item so still alright ;P

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updated (290505): no, he didn't get into the final 24... nvmd talents'll nv go wasted..

SpenDing agaiNz

2005-05-17T14:22:00.000-07:00

In such gd mood aft getting rid of anoth paper, met a frd who brought me to a cd shop.. In d end, i bought Zhang Dong Liang's cd (@$4.00)& Jolin's vcd (@$3.90).. okie tts only less than 10bucks... But but on the same day my frd found me a Youpeng's CD...(hee so happie!!) BUT tts the one which cause me to bleed.... his old album.. i've been trying 2 collect all his cds... now left only (*这般发生zhe ban fa sheng, *擦肩而过cha jian er guo, 最爱zui ai, 了解liao jie)... i saw a 2nd hand of 'liao jie' selling online for S$12 which i may consider buying later. ;P

And as for Xiao Hu Dui's CDs.. urrgh... no LuCk! I onLy managed to get more of the later released 5 of them so far.... Aiy my frd help a frd to sell a few of XHD's cd forget to ask me if i wan....."dui dui dui"!!! Saw some of those which i don't have selling online at TW but hor...hiy don't think abt it now. Hah hah mayb nex time when I started working may consider saving for them one by one lar...... (Another one of my dreamz~)

p/s: Heh anyone who hv Alec's "这般发生" & "擦肩而过" or any Xiao Hu Dui cds & willing to sell (@ a reasonable price) must tell me hoR!! ;D

deAR blOg,

2005-05-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

Last wkend was a bad one.. no mood to study at aLL... (bad-badz*) Aft fri's A&F, till the night b4 Soci paper then got really started to 'bei4 shu1'.. had a hard time memorising till 4am the nex day & left me w/ less than 3 hrs of zZz....

but noW, finaLLy i can put aside Marx, Weber, Parsons, Shorter, Anderson, Laslett, Feminists, Downs, Albrow, Michels, Paul Winkler, Burns & Stalker, Joan Woodward, Charles Perrow, Contingency Theories, Population Ecology, Mead, Bilton, Goffman, Murdock, Stella Quah, Braverman, Litwak, Young & Wilmott, Fletcher, Goode, Ann Oakley, Beethan, Marshall, Blau..... bla bla bla... (sO relax*)

SmiLing whole day since i left the "giant freezer"... ^_^

>feeLing ugLy<

2005-05-15T05:55:00.000-07:00

hAd this feeling againz.. it's stronger today... perhaps aft i've seen XxX ba.... i haTe this miserable feeling...... but it's there all the time... juz a matter of when it "appears"~

"RevenGe"!!

2005-05-14T19:27:00.000-07:00

yohU.. juz finished 6 hrs of TV-marathon... hah only 3 days din watch TV (having 2 staying stay in freezer during my TV time) & i ended up w/ so much to "clear"!! heee...k la finally finish clearing.. thenz yesterday oso online 'bao4 chou2' le.. Now sorta 'fa1 xie4 wan2 bi4'! (relaXz*)

Forgot to mention yest.. SK jus cut his hair, i think this new hair style is quite nice...& suits him manz.. a bit like jap style.. hah head oso looks smaller... Hah, every time i see him he seems 2 improve in his dress style.. ;P Keep it upz! Hope u can let go of da past soonz & find ur dream gal!!! (Jiayou!^)

Hmm hair style can really make such a big difference in a person looks sia... no wonder all those "Stars" hv to style here & there b4 ea appearance & when see them "on-da-road", they looked different.. not as glamorous (ops*)...

Heh heh but anyway i still like Tomohisa's hair style mOst** Whether dyed or not, it's ever so 'shun4 yan3' >_^

RUn DD rUn

2005-05-13T23:11:00.000-07:00

Heh heh on the way back fr "freezer", bought 'pi2 dan4 zhou1', durian puffs & etc back 2makan... then on a small stretch along the condo nex to it, i bumped into 2 frds, both fr my class in Sr.. v v 'qiao3' coz i bumped into them seperately... one aft anoth w/i seconds! & the two of them r quite gd frds last time (fr wat i rmb) but they didnt realise tt ea other is walking along the same stretch.. ha!

Know wat, i feel tt exam time 4us is like reunion time... but i would call it "inappropriate reunion time".. coz' of the atmosphere, time (rushing here & there)... almost no chance to hv a few words.. I saw Mik yest & today but no time call him... haa call oso say hi & bye (nvmd lar).... Ah I saw Jas aft A&F paper.. she rebonded her hair, v nice! & dats oso quite rush coz we heading towards diff directions.. Then bumped into SK, he working at one of the "freezers" again.. ha wonder if EV oso working there this time rnd. Veri funny, coz' last time i saw EV carrying her sling bag ard while working... at 1st i thought she jus drop by to help out 4 fun..... K la, i can't wait to end my "vacation" & go eat supper w/ u all..... That day will cOme!!!

Haha jus now chat w/ Gir on msn.. he said he saw my during MSM... i say wah din call me... somemore jus 3 rows away onli.. Guess wat he say?- i "run off" v fast aft 'san4 chang3' /dismissal....(What he meant was i din hang ard, pack up & went off str.) My reply was (deliberately 2make it ironic), "Yea lo, "running off" to the washroom mah!".... (lolz*)

tiCk-tock... tick-tOck.....

2005-05-13T08:11:00.000-07:00

tOday's A&F.. wOrst! nO time to finish!! I did a total of 2 whole qns + 1/2 a "anyhow-do-qn"... (out of 4) ;-/ wOnder wats the outcome.. Gir said he only did 1+ qns.. No, not any consolation at all coz doesnt mean tt if others did lesser than me i'll b happier.. In fact our case is also totally diff coz he got one more yr to go.... can retake.... & me? can't of course. >_< "Die die" mus paSS A&F this time!...

Ok, mus admit aft so long... first time zzz only ~5hrs which was last nite.. but luckily today dun feel tired while writing in tt "giant freezer"... hah mayb due 2 e fact tt e atmosphere is too tense.. seems like fighting 4time... ;P i still can rmb wat Alan said last yr... A&F paper is like a battle.. u can NEVER finish all 4 qns.. if u do, u mus hv left out sth..(wahaa) But then mine is way below 4 qn or even 3 1/2... Do too slow le lar..('m sure got many others who can managed 2 finish all 4 or at least attempted them) but again i'm afraid 2make careless mistakes while adding/subtracting... esp when pressing the calculator.. i'm real gd at pressing wrong wan lehz....(pie pie shd noe >_^)

p/s: Pie Pie jiayou 4 ur OT hor, dun give up! & I'll oso try my best 4my 3X Soci!!! ;D ;D cya~

whR's the "baNging-heAd" waLL?

2005-05-12T20:08:00.000-07:00

hiY... few days has passed & w/ this short period, certain things tt i dreaded had "inevitably" happened... Made 2 biG stUpiD, siLLy, biG-heAd mistake in my MSM paper.. onE of it make me "jump", "scratch", "hit" like crazy when i gOt home..... almost can go & know against the wall le! Thought it's the easiest subj among my others....but who knows? this yr's paper XXX... nth to say.... jus blame myself 4 nt studying everything single thing including the "never-a-question" on Queuing-Theory.. + this yr no more direct qns anymore.. how i envy my frds, fr prev batch.. last yr qns much better than ours! Apart fr the difficult qns, i even made silly mistakes on the simple parts... Ahh tt feeling is like hard to describe... Those who experienced this will know!

shhh....

2005-05-08T11:55:00.000-07:00

..appetite's getting better & better these days... esp when it gets nearer to my "long vacation"? hmm shockingly, in a meal yesterday(lasted ard 3+hr), dd ate 6 slices of bread, 1 mug of cereal, 2 roti-prata, a small bowl of laksa, some biscuits & coz oso my evday routine ~1 bar of choco!!! wahaaA i think if Mab see this she'll faint... ah + roughly anoth 4 glasses of water in btw.... OpsS! did i hv some form of "ci4 ji1" or wat? nonO.. but guess dis one can b anoth of dd's record liaoz... my last record is few yrs back, shared a laRge stuff-crust pizza w/ Yen & we managed to finish half each..coz we don't wanna waste food...(claps*) but aft dat, the feeling is like...urrgh... gg to burst any moment... ;D ;D keke jus wanna say dis is bAd... tts y i nv did tt again.. hee but dis time is different... nt on purpose actually.... The best part, guess wat? 2 or 3hrs later, dad actually bought my fav chilli "harm" & sotong back fr work.. cOz mus give face.. So on tt night (~6hrs aft end of the prev biG meal), finished up all!! >_^

Few days back chat on phone & happened to talk abt TV shows.. Mab was saying i'm getting crazy liao.. "long vacation" time i still insist i wanna watch my fav "liu jin shui yue" & all those TV progs tt i used to watch.. now even better, new series of "Top Fun"... & "Guess Guess Guess" is back.. then got "nan ren ben se", "yuan lai jiu shi ni", last nite's "zhou ri ba dian dang", tonite's mOvie "wo de lao po wei man 18shui"...'zao3 jiu4 shuo1 le4', i cant survive one day w/o TV during "long vacation" la... while post "vacation" is anoth thing.. play w/o TV is fine w/ me ;P

jUe dUi SUperstar!!

2005-05-07T18:39:00.000-07:00

aHH... saw on TV they hv open "audition" on sat & sun (7 & 8 May) at IMM!!..... I cannOt gO.. coZ it's sO faR, it goes on for two whole days (1-10pm).. & here i'm on "holiday" nOw! ;-/

hOw i wish all these stuffs happens when i'm free.... I'll go there (alone or wat i don't care) & sit/stand there whole day hear ppl sing... i say "audition" but instead it's a 'tao2 tai4' round... sth like 2nd-round-audition.. hiy, dun mention abt it liaoz..... the more i think the more "dui" i feel...

bUt small, small consolation, it'll be on tv fr 8th June onwards if i din rmb wrongly... k la hope they don't "cut" off too much of the auditon parts.. ;D

P/S: hmm jus wondering if anyone i noe participate in this... ..

tOpLess 5?

2005-05-06T12:18:00.000-07:00

cRaving for "topless 5"... but unfortunately it's nt the right time when i'm there at Tamp yesterday.. It was raining heavily... + don't hv much $$ to spare at the moment.. Went shopping w/ mum again... every wk w/o fail..... hah... esp during my this "long vacation".. i think i went out even more often than usu ;D ;D (heh*)

SimpLy lUv 050505's episode of "liu jin shui yue"~

2005-05-05T05:55:00.000-07:00

beSt part of the shOw so far...or maybe i shd say another touching scene
--> tian lan & shan ben's conversation by the sea... tRuely amazed by the beautiful stOry by the writer of this serial........

gReat mOtivation...

2005-05-04T09:39:00.000-07:00

..from a card I jus received.... looking fwd to the "realization" of the words written inside..... was really overjOyed when i saw it!! thx soO muCh W & P...... LuV u guys!!! I won't forget u aLL~ (promised*)

It's dissappOinting...

2005-04-29T09:59:00.000-07:00

sOme frds whom i once treated as buddies.. but who am i now? jus a normal frd to talk craps w/ when bored... but nt a frd who can talk/chat with at a deeper level.. Yes, everyone hv inner thoughts tt r always kept w/i themselves.. Frds dun hv to tell each other everything.. just basic trust..& not drawing a clear line to differentiate the various levels of frds & what shd say n what shd not to at each level. Nah i can't be bothered le.... Jus feeling silly today.. Perhaps i'm nt a gd frd afterall... or maybe pple dun think tt i'm someone they can confide...even aft so lOng..

Anyway, to me, frds r someone whom we can trust. Don't hv to chat on phone every week, don't hv to see other every now n then... But in fact, they'll remain in ur heart, remain part of u & ur life always... Everyone may be busy w/ their own lifes but ultimately get tog at a pt of time...& tt qlty of friendship has not changed or i shd say worsen.

It's funny how simple things can be.. True frds r someone tt u'll think of when u saw a meaningful sms, when u saw a nice movie showing, when u thought of doing sth fun, when u need a listening ear/ some suggestions/ truthful opinions or can even be as simple as telling interesting stuffs abt ur life... & of course the other way round also applies.. Offering to lend a helping hand -sometimes even when not being asked to (ha but dun b too "kaypo" la & oso keep within ur limits), lend a listening ear (even if u urself needed one as well)... bla bla..... Most of the times, jus hv to feel w/ our heart.....

Hmm generally 'm quite sensitive to the feelings of pple ard me... At times, i noe what pple 're thinking even w/o telling.. No la, i'm nt a mind reader, jus a feeling fr the heart.. i can sense real joy but on d other hand can also 'gan3 shou4 dao4' sorrows.... & Sometimes I feel unhappy coz though i noe my love ones r sad, i noe tt i can't do anyth to make them feel better.... The feeling is helpless.......

I lOve U, dats wat i wanna say to aLL my trUe frieNds oUt there! Though not all may see this, but hope everyone of u can feel this love.. even if i don't say out loud, even if i don't type this out, even when I'm not around... (noe 'll nt be an impt person in the eyes of many but can say for sure tt each & everyone of u is impt to me...)

XiaO zHi yiNg~

2005-04-27T01:19:00.000-07:00

hee... jus install it & been addicted to it already!! I can play whole of 'An1 Jing4' w/o looking le... & now keep playing 'Chi1 Xin1 Jue2 Dui4'.. Err still mus look at the notes la.. this one is harder..

Talk more abt it later..

my 'baO bEi'

2005-04-26T10:20:00.000-07:00

yeS my bao bei's getting old... 4 yrs+.. It went thru' a couple of "operations"... Actually, had to go thru' a few more "organ transplants" but i'm sorry tt i can't afford to do so. Recently, it got a "stroke"! & Jus now it went into a "comma" againz.. I mus really apologised tt at times i had to "smack" u to keep u "awake"...

Sometimes the keypad won't work, making it difficult 4me 2type sms... Sometimes, i simply couldn't on it... & Many a times, i couldn't hear clearly in a conversation.. That's y now i jus choose to keep it off/ let it "rest".. Ah some time ago, Xt gave me a Nokia 3310.. now oso a bit not so 'ting1 hua4', sometimes can't on it as well.. ;P

Recently, someone passed me a Samsung hp... w/o a charger.. ha... tt's y cant use it now.. Occasionally, jus use it to read a Chinese sms~

COnfession..

2005-04-24T13:51:00.000-07:00

Ft, i promised to help ya get LH's album autog-ed.. but tt day when i reached, it was already sold out.. I noe u really wanted his sig-n-t so i've got one fr d net 4U.. Though slightly more ex, it's sth different fr wat u already hv.. still X^Z^D^R^Y but it's a tw presale item which comes w/ 'xie3 zhen1' & vcd... hope u'll like this even more.. (yea i'll mail it to u asap) ;D Jiayou for ur honours thesis & hope to cya back in Sg sooNz.......

I like this oNe!

2005-04-22T02:22:00.000-07:00

"LOve is not about fiNding the perfecT person.. but finding the iMperfect person perfecT.."

(taken from: "Logan's" msn nick~)

UpdaTes..

2005-04-20T21:29:00.000-07:00

["my 3000-trOuble-roOts"]
Been a while since i last keep this blog up-to-date.. So, think start fr the earliest events ba.. I've sliced my hair into a shorter length... tt was when i put my msn nick as 'duan fa' lyrics (nt sure y but a few frds were quite excited, msg me "i noe i noe... it was Gigi's songs..") Haa k anyway, I din cut it v short coz dun quite like short hair.. I've waited almost 18 yrs of my life to keep long hair.. aft jc where we no longer hv to abide the sch rules this & that bla bla...

[zOo trip]
Last wkend, went to the zoo w/ one of China frds & my buddy.. This "date" has been delayed for nearly a yr so i guess i gota go no matter watz... At first i though my tt frd has went back China coz she told me her work contract ends Dec 2004 & she's nt gg to renew it.. I've been tryin' to contact her thru sms but failed.. 'Yuan2 lai2' she changed her hp no when her Starhub contract ends! (ha.. aiyo, nv tell me earlier...)

K, so tt day me n my buddy meet up to take mrt tog.. err dunno how long it takes to go there initially. Thought it's gonna take us at least 1hr 30 mins (bus n mrt) & we hv only slightly >1 hr... so i sms my China frd we'll b late.. Guess wat, in d end we reach Marsiling earlier than expected, could b on time actually.. Upon reaching, i found out tt there was no bus tt day!! So we decided to take a cab down since it wasn't far fr M mrt.. but b4 tt, my bud says she's hungry, wanna buy some food.. So in d end we were 20mins late when we reached there... & guess wat? when I call my frd, she said she'd already left, & reaching AMK interchange!!? Huh? a big shock 2me! Err she said sth like, "i thought u weren't coming so i left." I said, "thought i already sms ya i'll b late?" She replied, "Yea i saw ur sms but i cant get thru ur hp to ask u wat time u'll reach.. & i though u weren't be coming.." I'm stunned by her words.. But jus 2 ensure, there weren't any unhappiness or wat in this la.. jus many qn marks in my head.. from zoo to AMK takes >30 mins (30 stops in btw).. & we're late by 20mins... So, it means even b4 the agreed time, my frd has went off... (scratch scartch*) Till now i still cant understand the logic behind.. but one thing i get it is tt my frd thinks tt "putting pigeon" is a common thingy.. haaa...

So, we 2 waited 4 my China frd & her company to take bus back... & we waited sth like 45mins.... It was already aftn... sun was hot da da... My China frd was so thoughtful, bought us ea a bottle of water (though i'd prepared my share in advance but i still appreciate her kind gesture).. Yea, then the rest of the zoo touring was as normal... But a bit 'yi2 han4' coz i din managed to see the one I most desired to see.. the "Huge Elephants".. There was only 3 or 4 pink elephant(quite small to me), nt those "gigantic" ones--> African elephants i think. & oso the Giant Tortise due to time constraint.

Hee I liked the white tigers.. though i yearn to carry & hug it's young more.. One of my big wish la! (k anyway din even see any cubs while i was there.. thought heard fr papers the white tigers do give birth to "little tigers" recently / In BKK i think they're "open-for-touch")... How i wished.. how i wished....

Oh yea yea I LUV the pony.. I 'sayang' it for very long... patted it's face too ;P sO cute... sO 'wen1 xun4'~ tame.. sO adOrable!! I looked deeply into it's eyes.. & it seems to look back into my eyes too... ;P The feeling is grReat!.. How i wished..(again!) I can own it/ see it everyday! >_<

[gReat baRgains]
YoOhu!! I've bought some cds few days ago.. Initial intention was only to walk ard w/ mum...but ends up w/ many 'shou huo'... One of which is Trademark's "Only Love" album.. That time when Jacky Cheung released his "dang1 wo3 xiang3 qi3 ni3" album, I've noticed & liked tt song & this Eng vers as well.. There were quite a lotsa adverts on TV on dis Eng album.. but well, cant afford to buy an album jus b'coz of ONE song.. & nOw....... I got an autographed vers of tt for 2bucks. Yes SGD$2!! Truely feel tt it was fated to be mine ;P ...Anoth one was William So's autogr cd + His anoth album which has got the song "bu4 xiang3 shui4"--> Dong Ge 'fan1 chang4' tt song b4... Plus some other great grabs of original HK-vers music albums... So happy tt day!! Even let me "bumped" into a pants, last piece & a "no trying" item.. Bought it anyway & it fits perfectly! Er erm, n da... bought a top as well, which i aimed 4 a wk le, last piece of tt size... Heh, guess it was jus my day!!~ (>_^ winks*)

Hey why u all beat him up?

2005-04-18T15:42:00.000-07:00

Poor Jacky, got beaten up so badly.... Hope he'll be ok.. Esp that eye.. hope nth goes wrong..

Xian Ge JiayOu!!!
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Though many pple think tt he's jus a crappy person, at times 'kou3 hua1 hua1' too... but nevertheless he's still my fav host. I feel tt many things they say on tv is jus to create effects & make ppl laugh.. I forgot how many times he'd bring joy to mE... even when I'm v sad.... I can still managed to laugh at his jokes... forgetting the unhappy stuffs for a moment or two.. & When I'm in normal mood, his words can make me laugh till I roll on the floor ;D (ha k, jus a "bi3 yu4", slightly exaggerating la.. but I nv get bored w/ his "style" lo)... I really think comedy actors & those in this line r great! Their tasks r not as easy as it seems.. & ppl jus nv geta see their real self behind the screen.. even if they're sad or troubled, they still must put on a happy face to "do their job" of bringing joy to the mass audience.... Another e.g is one of my fav actor Stephen Chow... backstage staffs said tt he was so stressed out while filming "Gong1 Fu1"...& even resort to drugs bla bla.... One can nv fully 'gan3 shou4 dao4' the 'xin1 suan1' of every successful performance unless they experience it themselves..

痴心絕對

2005-04-16T15:09:00.000-07:00

想用一杯Latte把妳灌醉　好讓妳能多愛我一點
暗戀的滋味　妳不懂這種感覺　早有人陪的妳永遠不會

看見妳和他在我面前　證明我的愛只是愚昧　
妳不懂我的那些憔悴　是妳永遠不曾過的體會

為妳付出那種傷心妳永遠不了解　我又何苦勉強自己愛上妳的一切　
妳又狠狠逼退我的防備　靜靜關上門來默數我的淚

明知道讓妳離開他的世界不可能會　我還傻傻等到奇蹟出現的那一天　
直到那一天妳會發現　真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲

曾經我以為我自己會後悔　不想愛的太多痴心絕對
為妳落第一滴淚　為妳做任何改變　也喚不回妳對我的堅決

直到那一天　妳會發現　真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲 --[蔡伯南]

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Sang by: 李聖傑
I luv this song... esp aft 'qun1 xin1 zhao4 liang4' charity show where he sang 'live'.. wow power sia.. He really got 'shi2 li4'.... sO steady~

At the lifT..

2005-04-14T15:03:00.000-07:00

aH, when i got back fr sch aft psy cls... saw my ex clsmate at my nex blk.. sending his gf home again.. heh, really happy for him.. coz the last time i bumped into them was quite some time ago.. tt means they're still tog...!! =) Last time in jc, we used to talk abt his r/s stuffs...(Yea yea, me always the love consultant! lolz*) ..& sometimes abt Xt's songs..(happened we like e same person's songs.. ha I still rmb tt he put the "Love Music" postcards in his file & carry to sch evday.. haa I don't even do tt!) Yea, I rmb him as someone quite devoted.. hard to find guys like tt nowdays... Glad tt he has finally found someone who treasure him as much.. Apart fr the past, even now, the fact tt aft so long he still bothers to send his gf to her doorsteps.. I rmb he lives in Tamp or watz, nt too nearby..

K la, anyway he jus reminds me of those buddies in jc... Those who shared ups & downs... but unfortunately we all got drifted apart aft leaving Sr.. ::>_<:: ..but still got ah lei there leh... ;P Ha...yes "ah lei" & "ah yu".. missed those times...^^

Hmm sometimes I jus feel tired being the one making d extra effort to keep in touch or hang on to a friendship.. But if u can't even be bothered, many a times tt f/s might be lost or becoming a 'hi-bye' r/s.. I don't like tt feeling... Even if we don't share the same sch or activity now, it doesn't mean the past is non-existent... Those were the happy times & precious memories tt we shall bring along w/ us even till later parts of our life...

At times, I had this feeling...(nt sure y)... feel tt there won't be much a difference w/ or w/o mE in grp outings or gatherings or whatever... Maybe even if one day I jus dissappeared into d air, nt many shall notice it within a mth or so... hA~

diFFerenCe btw a diGi & "antiQue caM"?

2005-04-12T23:55:00.000-07:00

A world of cOlour difference......^^

A Walt Disney Prod~n

2005-04-10T07:07:00.000-07:00

Hee went to watch "THe PaCifier".. Not bad. I would say it's a show suitable for the whole fam to watch tog. Quite funny + 'wen1 xin1'.. Ha but I'll prefer an ending where "he" became the kids' daddy... but instead, he end up w/ the kids' sch-VP... Oh yea recalling the "Panda Dance"!! Hah hah~ ;D ;D

NeW rELease* - dated 08 Apr 2005

2005-04-08T08:04:00.000-07:00

hA my "500 yrs ago" relative's 1st album! (lolz*) k la k la... it's Sylvester's "Qi FEi" album.. I dun really like the name "sLy"... sounds really sly.. haaA... Sylvester's such a nice name..! K, craps aside... wOwz, I really luv his version of "An Jing"!!.. Esp aft hearing it first on TV, then LiVe from my window, then the more perfect vers on CD.... ;P (niCe niCe^^)

hMM wat else... err no recommendation yet for dis album.. haven listen eunf to say which r the songs I like more... but overall, my impression of it is nt bad.. jus tt his 'yao3 zi4' 's nt too clear... but compared to Mr-J it's a world of difference. (no offence leh*) It's jus ME who don't noe how to appreciate Mr-J's "te4 se4"!

Ah hah, one thingy I wanna say. I bought this album w/ imperfections. It's newly open & I found scratches on the disc! ;-/ & I saw the covers of other CDs w/ black stains on them, & coz the piCky me bought a "clean" one ^_< Wat's more? I can't find the writer of the lyrics for the first song! Hiyy guess they release this album in a haste.. Everything's nt properly done... I even found a word missing from a song, a spacing error from another while jus glancing thru'... Heh k la no big deal, I'm onLy going for the muSic aft all~

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Er erm, some updates aft a long long while.... haa keke.. I would say i luv Syl's vers of 'an1 jing4', in fact much more than jay's vers!! Then anoth song which i think's quite nice --> 'suo2 yi3' =)

updated: 29 Sep 2005

Watssup?

2005-04-06T11:55:00.000-07:00

I wanna watch "The Pacifier"!

Starring: Vin Diesel, Lauren Graham, Brittany Snow
Directed by: Adam Shankman
Release date: 7-Apr

Vin Diesel stars as Navy SEAL Shane Wolfe who, as an elite member of the world's fiercest and most highly trained force, thought he was prepared to take on any duty no matter how perilous or impossible...until he tried baby-sitting. Assigned to protect the five out-of-control children of an assassinated scientist working on vital government secrets, Shane is suddenly faced with juggling two outrageously incompatible jobs: fighting the bad guys while keeping house. Replacing his usual arsenal of wetsuits and weapons with diapers and juice boxes, Shane not only must battle a deceptive enemy but wrangle teen rebel Zoe (Brittany Snow), sullen 14-year-old Seth (Max Theriot), 8-year-old Ninja-wanna-be Lulu (Morgan York), as well as 3 year-old Peter and baby Tyler - not to mention their off-beat Romanian Nanny (Carol Kane).

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Oh no, so many movies coming up.... Esp aft the price of movie tic shoot up!! ;-/ Nvmd, can still go Cineleisure to watch (as their prices remains).. But in general still quite ex lar, so QC, QC! "Eye 10" Teck said waste $$ so no wan watch le.. Perhaps later on if it's vcds is selling cheap then may consider buying then pass ard...(ha fully utilised*) Hmm...wonder who got "The Shutter's" vcd... many says quite scary... wanted to watch v much tt time but it jus happened tt everytime when we planned to watch, sth happens... so didn't managed to watch in the cinemas where d atmosphere's the bEsT.. hizZ....

Whenever u feel that life is meaningless, always rmb this:

2005-04-04T00:34:00.000-07:00

絕望在前方, 希望在轉角..

Honestly Love You

2005-04-01T13:19:00.000-08:00

Maybe I hang around here a little more than I should
We both know I got somewhere else to go
But I got something to tell you that I never thought I would
But I believe you really ought to know
I love you, I honestly love you

You don't have to answer, I see it in your eyes
Maybe it was better left unsaid
But this is pure and simple, and you must realise
That it's comin' from my heart and not my head
I Love You, I honestly love you

I'm not tryin' to make you feel uncomfortable
I'm not tryin' to make you anything at all
But this feeling doesn't come along everyday
And you shouldn't blow the chance when you've got the chance to say
I love you, I love you, I honestly love you

If we both were born in another place and time
This moment might be ending in a kiss
But there you are with yours, and here I am with mine
So I guess we'll just be leavin' it at this
I love you, I honestly love you
I honestly love you...... -[Written: Peter Allen/Jeff Barry]