It's dissappOinting...

sOme frds whom i once treated as buddies.. but who am i now? jus a normal frd to talk craps w/ when bored... but nt a frd who can talk/chat with at a deeper level.. Yes, everyone hv inner thoughts tt r always kept w/i themselves.. Frds dun hv to tell each other everything.. just basic trust..& not drawing a clear line to differentiate the various levels of frds & what shd say n what shd not to at each level. Nah i can't be bothered le.... Jus feeling silly today.. Perhaps i'm nt a gd frd afterall... or maybe pple dun think tt i'm someone they can confide...even aft so lOng..

Anyway, to me, frds r someone whom we can trust. Don't hv to chat on phone every week, don't hv to see other every now n then... But in fact, they'll remain in ur heart, remain part of u & ur life always... Everyone may be busy w/ their own lifes but ultimately get tog at a pt of time...& tt qlty of friendship has not changed or i shd say worsen.

It's funny how simple things can be.. True frds r someone tt u'll think of when u saw a meaningful sms, when u saw a nice movie showing, when u thought of doing sth fun, when u need a listening ear/ some suggestions/ truthful opinions or can even be as simple as telling interesting stuffs abt ur life... & of course the other way round also applies.. Offering to lend a helping hand -sometimes even when not being asked to (ha but dun b too "kaypo" la & oso keep within ur limits), lend a listening ear (even if u urself needed one as well)... bla bla..... Most of the times, jus hv to feel w/ our heart.....

Hmm generally 'm quite sensitive to the feelings of pple ard me... At times, i noe what pple 're thinking even w/o telling.. No la, i'm nt a mind reader, jus a feeling fr the heart.. i can sense real joy but on d other hand can also 'gan3 shou4 dao4' sorrows.... & Sometimes I feel unhappy coz though i noe my love ones r sad, i noe tt i can't do anyth to make them feel better.... The feeling is helpless.......

I lOve U, dats wat i wanna say to aLL my trUe frieNds oUt there! Though not all may see this, but hope everyone of u can feel this love.. even if i don't say out loud, even if i don't type this out, even when I'm not around... (noe 'll nt be an impt person in the eyes of many but can say for sure tt each & everyone of u is impt to me...)