~林夕~

很想要求你會三更半夜陪著我, 然而我怕我的聲音你已聽得太多　
怎麼可能要你每次開心快樂全為我

還怪你, 你跟知已也見得比我多
期待你的花會開, 其實自已也都討厭期待, 恐怕正式真實戀愛
痛恨明日也許分開, 這麼不知所謂怎麼愛

為何還沒有初吻便要怕失戀, 約會末完便掛念
傻得我晚上過份期求明天以為你會在眼前　
為何還沒有吵架便怕與你開戰, 每日面臨你的考驗

頭一次顧慮我沒動人條件, 懷疑全是我的問題沒發現
還擔心我沒氣力去到終點, 還聽講過分瞭解沒發展

明知單戀驚險, 但我還末脫險　
如果初戀夫, 怎麼我會興奮狂熱但卻又什麼都怯

天天失眠, 我怕消失氣力纏住你　
然而據脫, 愛得精彩別要貪生怕死

怎麼可能愛你愛到將我自已捐給你
還怕你會將感激變成對不起

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Another one of my fav song.. >_^ Oh yea, & it's written by my fav writer toO...

''\O=O/''

Broke my specs a few wks ago.. but till now i haven make a new wanz!! 1st thing is it's ex, 2nd is tt i couldn't find an ideal frame.. I'm now stuck btw 1) A nice frame but 'll surely break if accidentally sit on it, 2) A nt-as-nice but more durable & 3) Not-so-nice but super durable frames.. The difference btw ea category is $20 so not tt big deal..

I really like 1* but the metal they use looks inferior & the person said tt the paint may peel off aft 1yr (can't recoat).. As for 2*, ok not tt bad too but the colour a bit too shiny (not sure how long colour can stay but there's recoating srv at $?).. Ok, then 3* r Titanium frames (which i used to used to make).. Wah tell u, this type r super duper durable lo.. I can step/sit on it & the most is jus need to bend back the frame a bit on ur own & of course oso ur leg pain la.... haaha^^

Ok, so now i'm still thinking thinking thinking.... (undecided**)

Heh heh time for some ba gua.. Yesterday went to an optical shop whr i OnCe made my glasses.. Last time i only saw a lady & her dad.. This time round i saw her younger sis as well.. Wow very pretty ley!!! Can compare w/ those "Guess Guess Guess" 'mei2 nu3' contestants sia.. She looks like one of them in fact but difficult to describe which one here. But anyway, i jus wanna emphasized tt she's super pretty lo.. Hah too bad think she's only 19 or 20.. if not can ask Gir to go see... wahaaa.. k la anyway i noe he surely dun wan 'xiao3 mei4 mei4'.. See, i so 'liao2 jie3'.. ;P Keke long time no chat on phone liaoz.. must call him one of these days... nONo, ask him call me.. (lolz*) k la, jus kidding... ;D ;D

保管

反風向, 你雖撐著傘　
雨滴卻, 淋濕襯衫
為了想, 將結局扭轉　
為了他, 吃力地追趕
一路上, 不放聲哭喊　
搖又晃, 強忍不安
習慣了, 你不以為然　
以為愛, 原本就很難

想像愛情有如一艘船, 隨著風你再多勇敢也靠不了岸　
把心交給海洋去保管, 讓它帶你找尋海港的溫暖

乘著風, 找回安全感　
悠閒地, 看天多寬
大不了, 想他的夜晚　
聽海浪, 心情會平緩
值得嗎, 總提心吊膽　
從此就, 收起了帆
每個人, 都有個港灣　
就是他, 漂流的答案

想像愛情有如一艘船, 逆著風和直覺相反如何能靠岸
把心交給命運去保管, 放開雙手或許下一站路更平坦
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小寒's lyrics is simply sO gReat!! Once again, showed her talent in this field ;D

SoO hApPie^^

Yea yea yea....... dunno wat makes me so nervous abt the whole thingy.. Haaaa.... You must continue to jiayou orh~ >_^

mOre thinGs = leSs blOgging??

Heh many things happened these days.. tts y posting less & less often ha... Okie okie here's 5% of my life for the past 1wk or so.. coz can't include all da details, if not i'll write till tmr oso can finish hahaa..

K-lunch: tt's yest.. hmm must comment tt their chicken rice was not bad.. ;p though i already ate breakfast b4 i went but still i finished up every grain of rice... ha talking abt singing, my conditon was surprisingly quite ok.. though sing till (cough cough*) a few times but the duets were quite well sang.. meaning got harmony... haaa now whenever i sing i hv to b v careful.. coz throat haven really recover so i cant use strength to sing... so i can only sing in a v relax manner..... haaa luckily doesn't sound v awful..

Ha k then we went walk walk... shop fr Suntec to Marina.. nv been there since it finish 1/2 its renovating.. Wow quite impressive & i'll surely get lost there if w/o St leading the way.. Ah one thingy v funny.. We walked past a bridal shop then got this lady approach us.. We quickly try to avoid, walking further away but she grab my hand & give me a look as if saying "i'm not trying to promote anyth, jus wanna ask u sth".. So i stop & listen to wat she had to say.. Guess wat? She said "Hmm, u're 18 right? see i noe so well.." wahaaaa do i look like 18? okie okie mayb i still look like "ginna" but anyway aft tt, she was trying to start persuading us into taking dunno wat xx photos but we jus say "no no" & ran away... haah & later part we even avoid walking past tt shop againz... haaaa so fUnny & a bit "malu" la.. Think they too desperate liaoz, so jus anyhow drag passersby... ;D

"Bug me not": tt's last night. I got 2 free tics so ask Xt if she free watch. Haaa me so touch... Xt was soso tired but managed to rush down immediately aft sch to meet me.. I was oso quite exhausted aft a day of activities.. ha tout i'll feel sleepy during the movie but in fact aft watching da show i'm even more awake.. Hmm.. it's a 'chao1 xian4 shi2' show la.. So those who don't like this type shdnt spend the $$ to buy tics.. But for me, i quite like it coz it's relaxing.. Happy happie show.. No bad aft effects!!

Rain-rain: tt's few days ago.. It was raining heavily when i saw a msg fr TL asking if free.. Then later told me he was caught in the rain at a busstop near Chimes there & ask me go "save" him... Haaa so funny!! Keke i finally reached there aft sth like 45mins? By then, the rain has almost stopped.. & da i was at anoth busstop due to some miscommunication.. Hah so i walk all da way fr Cityhall to Bras Basah & then go buy da dunno wat "weight lifting bar".. Aft tt take 51 to Ikea.. Kk veri "suaku" me 1st time been to Ikea.. Wow, an eye-opener trip manz.. so many things... almost anyth u need in a house u can get it there.. We reallie shop in detail... analyse almost evth.. frOm the design of chairs, sofa, bed, study table, wall decos, room size...tO the comfort of pillows, blanket, mattress & etc... Haaa.. & i saw a bed i like alotz.. It's a queen-size double decker bed.. The bed was on top & the bottom u can decide wat u wanna do w/ tt space.. Wuo.... soO niCe.. >_^ Hah someday if i gg to change my rm settings completely, i'm surely gonna get tt!! Aiy of coz i mus hv tt kinda $$ first la~

NeW LiFe~

Yesterday 6.30pm, I finally sent out my resume. Pray hard that I can get that job + my first choice post. ;P

Last night, I wrote a song lyrics.. hopefully one day I'll find a suitable melody for it. =) Ha sometimes, I jus wished tt I don't hv tt urge to write lyrics again... ..

Oh yea, almost forget, I got a "small" hair cut as well.. heh

Oh my, I look scary today... hahah.. don't even dare to go out when dad ask.. ;D ;D Okok I noe, that's why I told St we go out on tue instead of mon.. ha...

By: 施人誠

天黑了, 孤獨又慢慢割著, 有人的心又開始疼了
愛很遠了, 很久沒再見了, 就這樣竟然也能活著

誰說的, 人非要快樂不可, 好像快樂由得人選擇
找不到的, 那個人來不來呢, 我會是誰的誰是我的

歌聲是這麼殘忍, 讓人忍不住淚流成河 　
悲傷越來越深刻, 怎樣才能夠讓它停呢

天黑得像不會再天亮了, 明不明天也無所謂了
就靜靜的看青春難依難捨, 淚還是熱的淚痕冷了

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Ah Sang's new album's outz!! Heh quite nice leh.. I luv her 'ji mo zai chang ge' & 'bao guan'... ;D But i'm broke lar, so can't afford to buy any more Sg-vers cds.. keke, if i can afford, i wanna buy Wen Fang's, Wing Kei's & Jones latest album!!! heee~

*LittLe dReam + cRazy ideA*

Okie, the nex time I leave Sg, my "ideal" would b taking Sg-Airlines to HK.... Yes, no doubt Singapore Airlines. I don't care how much all d other budget airlines offer, I would ONLY take Sg-Air k. Actually, mths ago (Dt, Xt & Ft) we're planning (or rather jus 'shuo1 shuo1 er2 yi3') to go HK somewhr in Sept.. as Ft's gg back her home ctry, so we might as well go w/ her.. & let her bring us ard!! GoOd hor? However, things hv changed...

Xt's gg US in err.. when arh? Aug? yea yea think so.. for 6 wks.. That means left me alone in Sg for 6 wks lo...(cruel*) & oso means she'll b dead broke when she comes back.. So I shan't 'wang4 xiang3' she'll wanna go on tour... Secondly, oso most imptly, I don't think I'm gg to act according to my earlier plans - to work temp jobs, tour, then come back get a perm job. Somehow, I think I shd b getting a stable job & "feed" my fam soonz.. BUT but BUt my wishes for HK + HK Disneyland doesn't change leh. Jus err..delayed. (^u*)

If if I really gg there somedays, I wished I could stay back longer & explore on my own.. (if any1's able & willing to accompany, of course I dun mind ;D but frankly speaking, not many would b able to. Myself even!) Heh but staying in HK for a longer period (than the usu 4days 3night tour) is my wish since yrs ago when I first went there.. Luv tt place, weather, everthing...(thoUgh I still love Sg best, needless to say). $$? No worry, I long hv plans for it.. I noe there're "budget hotels" which charges sth like less than 100HKD/rm/day (Er erm, dun let ur mind wonder orh.. nt tt kinda hotels lar). So 1 or 2 wks won't b a prob! Oh nO, I think this really sounds cRazy! If my parents were to noe, ha dunno wat they'll react! Dunno ley, but I think it's really cooL to take MTR all over d island & get out at wherever I think would be nice.. then anyhow walk ard.. shop shop.. explore... take pics of the beautiful scenery etc... Ha dun tink any1 won't 'feng1' w/ me wanz... That's y i say "on my own" lo.. Anyway, jus a small small 'yuan4 wang4' la.. It's quite 'qi1 liang2' to wander outside ur home ctry alone.. but sOmetimes I think travelling alone is nOt bad, own pace own timing...& at sOmewhere where nobody knows me......


p/s: Last time Xt told me her classmates jio her to go on tour (in US) aft their course ended & I encourage her to stay back w/ the rest (coz it's a rare chance as her classmates r v familiar w/ tt place, therefore, could bring her to many nice places). Hey y am I contradicting myself? I wanna Xt back asap ley... & there I am encouraging her to play longer.... (scratch**)

歲月的童話(電視劇"流金歲月"主題曲)

從前曾搭著膊在照相, 公園裡共你比賽攀樹上
還有什麼歌都亂唱, 插著褲袋哨子吹響　　
看夕照是如此漂亮, 一切就這樣分享

回頭時那日那夜那背景, 彷彿已沒有什麼可記認
時間製造缺陷, 不停
這夜如可閉上眼睛, 再共我回憶中約定,
心裡, 就有感應

即使走過幾趟遠路, 如何都掙不開歲月擺佈
這刻收一收腳步, 為對方拍拍滿身的塵土
好想知你可會快樂, 還是總躲不開生活煎熬
只想, 你仍安好

仍然能搭著膊在照相, 講起了自幼戀愛的對象
還有熟悉的那些歌唱, 若你願陪我偶然停下　　
那夕照仍然很漂亮, 跟你看著同一方向 -- [陳頌紅]

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Luv this song as it reminds me of tt show... ha.. tian lan & shan ben's story.. so sweet, i rmb..... Keke let this song bring us back to all the happy moments..... even those tt happen in our life~

afT-kTv-gan-xiang:

Er erm i noe i noe the last time i went ktv is like...more than 1 wk ago... Nt surprising la, hving a bad throat now of course wld b thinking "how nice it would be to go ktv"... haa tts y i "dig out" the blog i wrote a wk ago (280506)... nth much, jus wanna say: Till now dd's still ever so lousy in singing... If i didn't warm up, i'm quite likely to screwed up my 1st few songs.... wahaa.. tt's y i say lousy lo... & somemore till now i still can't managed to ctrl my voice if the voice of anoth person who sang w/ me cover mine.. haa in simple words, if i can't hear my own voice i'll surely go outa tune... "shi1 bai4 shi1 bai4"!!

'Ai4 qing2 zhuan3 wan1 de di4 fang1' is indeed a challenging song 4 me.. Yes, Huang Jia Qian's voice's simply great! hah tts y singing her song's a bit stressful sia... & err yeaaa too hiGh pitch for me.. Frankly speaking, high notes r my 'si4 xue4' hah but it's a gd practice la.. I practiced a lot le but 1st time singing w/o Ping Guan's voice, i got lost. It's so different hah hah.. keke excuses!!! I'm really a SLOw "song learner", so i must really put in more time & effort than others when learning new songs.. :D :D Ah almost forgot, the last time i sang 'yi2 shi1 de mei3 hao3' is my worst ever... haa i'm nt gg to drink hot honey during ktv liaoz.. ;P stupid excuse aGainz! Anyway, still haven found some1 to sing 'jian1 au2' & 'rang4 wo3 ai4 ni3' w/ yet.. haa by then i think i would hv forgotten how to sing them le... :p

Hehee but still, 'm still puzzled y singing at home's always better/ louder/ more pwr, feel & ctrl than outside??! Hah last time i used to hv a bad habit: when singing w/o a mike can proj betta but when using mike, 'll automatically adjust to a lower " voice input"... wahaaa 'xin1 li3 zhuo4 yong4'?? but anyway tts ages ago liaoz... haaa hope it won't 'fu4 fa1' (oh oh am i using too much 'han1 yu3 ping4 ying'?) ..kk, "relapse" again...
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Current thoughts:
..thinking of fri.... tout can go ktv wanz but hiyy..... look at my condition now.. i said, i jus go there "sit & drink water".. guess wat mum said? 'surely ren3 bu zhu4 wan lar'! hah she really noe me sO well...... hah hah i noe myself as well.. 1 song will eventually become 2, 3, 4..lala... then the whole ktv sess!! hohoho... keke so i mus really 'ren3' nowz.. dun even dare to sing at home these days... coz my throat was real bad this time... It was only untill tt time whr i'm really in gReat pain even when opening mouth or using my neck muscles, then i realised the seriousness. Well, really my 1st time seeing a "daifu" b'coz of sorethroats... Dun "play play" arh, the pain can kill manz... Can't sleep well, unless u can "tahan" not to swallow any saliva throughout the night... Think--> (drool*) + wake up in a "pool of saliva" nex morn! I definitely can't do that lo! ;D ;D wahaaAa.... & other tortures include can't eat or drink.. too painful to swallow anyth ma... but but got lar, in d end still force myself to eat sth... if i dun eat, daddy would b very "gan cheung" wanz... heh **so sweet**

p/s: now much better le, recover voice but still some pain.. did a bit of cheating: "diafu" gave me 2 pkts of med to "cook" but so far only "cook" 1pkt... supposedly 1pkt a day but i take 2 whole days to finish up the 1st pkt & even left half a cup of that "bitter thingy" till today, the 3rd day. So guess i won't ask mum to "cook" the 2nd wan le... Heh hOpe i can scream & shout soonz~

CHEERS!! ^O^

ALL mY faUlt!

I'm responsible of the death of my 2 cute snails..... dunno wat happened.. mayb the weather is too dry these days.. both of them already dried up when i wanna feed them jus now.... :::>_<:::

Last time, one of them can zzz for 2wks w/ no harm (can't even wake it up w/ food nor water)... but now, i last fed them ~1wk ago? Then one of them even slept on the veg.. few days ago i saw their shell quite dry then 'shun4 kou3' ask mum beside me to give them some water.. i nv did it myself like usu... My fault lo.. if i were to do it myself i'll make 100% sure to water on their bodies.. Mum always think nvmd wan, anyhow on the surrounding soil can liaoz... Only can blame me!!! Now left shell only...... my cute snails r gOne.....

I've start keeping my 1st snail a few mths ago... even b4 my exams... That time my dad keep saying these kinda vege snails wld surely die w/i a few days... but i've proved otherwise by taking care of it 4 so long...... WHY i didn't continue take gd care of them??? Aft exams, i only think of myself, wat i'm gg to do nex.... I'm so BAD!!! nv care enuf for them....

My first 1st snail, when it came fr the veg mum bought fr mkt... it was only 2mm big.... aft few mths, till recently it grew to sth like 3 times bigger.... Now gone, died.... No more cute snails.. No more cute "ET feelers"..... My fault!! My fault!!! my fault..........

I'll missed U alwayz......... hOpe u 2 had went to a better plaCe~

PersOnality tesT:

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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baCk 2 aCtive

Keke i'm aliVE!!... i can move ard again!.. Yesterday, no strength 2 move/ walk.. jus feel like lying there like a zombie.. heh my life was jus 'fan4 lai2 zhang1 kou3' & "eat to live"... coz these few days don't feel hunger at all... jus eat for the sake of eating...

Today can walk ard liaoz... but throat pain sia.... it feels "ouCh" every time when swallowing saliva, speaking or even jus opening the mouth.. The feeling was nt like the normal sorethroat, it's "pain throat" manz.. Jus like a wound/cut right there....(freaking pain*) Never had such intense "throat pain" b4.... feels like knife stabbing ev few seconds....... >_<"

Temperature? ok lower (but still "abnormal" hah)....aft gulping down ard 1litre of Pepsi Twist.... Actually, Pepsi will do but I like "Twist" more ;p

da cUo te cuO

Tout i'll zzz well last night but it turn out 2b d opposite... Can't zzz..(on & off till 6+am this morning)! When i 1st closed my eyes, i felt my throat was unwell.. i knew i'm getting sick soonz.. Er erm, but didn't expect it to b so fast lo.... Today woke up w/ a "flu throat", fever, "afraid of coldness", feeling 'suan1' + "no strength" all over as well... Ahh... i'm so lousy!! ..caught virus so easily!! ;-/

nOw don't feel like eating anyth....no appetite.. no hunger.... could it be the "lo mai gai" (@Marina foodcourt) i ate yest? Wowz....if really tt case it'll b a "gReat $saVer food" wahaaaa.. $2.30 can last so long..... heh heh^^

oH think i better go & drink my Pepsi-Twist liaoz... if not i'll b getting hOter & hOter... :-]