下一個永遠

::>_<:: Thought of eating int'l buffet w/ xiaotou nex mon coz happens that xt got one-for-one coupon.. but when called to book, the restaurant said from CNY eve till the day aft Valentine no promotions. Hiy.. nvmd we go eat on 'ur' birthday then. Hee or on my last day of exam oso can! Keke Valentine's approaching... some ppl asked xt b4 abt me (jus pure curiosity only).. why I'm nt attached.., whether I've high standards & so on... Hmm..wanna take this chance to clarify: Actually I don't set any criteria or wat, really. I always heard pple saying must be at least how tall, build, fair/tann, style, rich or not etc etc... If u were to ask me, I've nth to say. To me, it's all feelings.. Or if u ask why I like a particular person, I've nth to say as well.. Love has no reasons lo.. Even if that person has 'this n that' which u dislike, I feel that if u really love him/her u'll accept who he/she is. Aft all, nobody is perfect. And as for how come I'm still unattached.. It's nt b'coz I'm a les or wat la... It's pArtLy** b'coz of XX.. err..someone whom I've nt seen for slightly over 4 yrs.... (Scratch scratch*) How can that be? I myself also hv no ans. But somehow, there's sth that kept me going.... Hah & I just realised that he's not attached before.. Hey I'm not hoping for anything (I really believe that love is not abt possession).. Along these yrs, I was jus hoping that he's doing well.. at least better than me (biwoxinfu)... Hmm think he has been leading a quite gd life till now.. But anyway, I think it's also time to let go completely...let go every bit of those old feelings... In fact, many would say I shd hv done so long ago... Well......

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那天是一條界線, 你忘了好好說再見, 只留下背影是我腦海經典的畫面
我獨自站在曾經愛與心痛的邊緣, 在城市裏流漣, 卻看不見下個永遠..

明天過後如果變成另外一個人 今天是我最後做個愛你的罪人
從此以後忘了你是我最愛的人 不要再一直留在原地回憶著傷痕

時間原來就是考驗, 讓過去都成了紀念, 就像在手心長出了一塊死去的繭
麻痺了痛的感覺卻還是留在那邊, 陪著我到未來, 繼續尋找下個永遠..

希望醒來以後就是全新一個人 日日夜夜不再為愛付出那麼深
希望可以忘了你是我最愛的人 能像你一樣推開大門就去愛別人

多希望有天偶然再遇見, 我們都各自擁抱下一個永遠...

明天過後如果變成另外一個人 今天是我最後做個愛你的罪人
從此以後忘了你是我最愛的人 不要再一直留在原地回憶著傷痕

希望醒來以後就是全新一個人 日日夜夜不再為愛付出那麼深
希望可以忘了你是我最愛的人 要像你一樣推開大門就去愛別人

希望有一天偶然能在回憶遇見, 我們都走到下一個永遠....

--施立